- update -

~true nv~

- update -

hey

peeps

how are you doing?

fine i hope

smile always

so today is my Birthday

finally I'm 19 y.o

it was fun earlier today

and now it still is sorta

haha

so tmr I'm going to Nokia hunt

for now it seems I'm going solo

haha

but no worries

i shall run like mad tmr in search for that 1 person

wish me luck and pray for me k?

anyways

have fun

and thanks for the Birthday wishes and prayers

Love you all

~izan~

- i wanna -

~true nv~

- waiting for the video -

hey

peeps

so the surprise

trailer and video hasn't even start production

like wth...

haha but oh gosh ITP gonna start tmr!

portfolio is like shitz

gonna sketch abit ltr on i guess...

edit my stuff

and hope it'll be suffice

but otherwise im not mentally prepared

i never (i think) ever felt this nervous

or scared to go to work

and i have worked elsewhere before

and i do hope the communication part i have it down...

yeah...

well i heard a BAD rendition of J.B's 'baby'

it was hilarious

like EPIC!

haha

but yea it was entertaining...

ouh n i've been tweeting

and if u havent do follow me...

just type in my fb name

and there you go...

so for now keep on waiting ya?

have a pleasant life ahead

keep smiling

stay happy

and take care

- izan -

- sinful pleasures -

~true nv~

- jelly -

hey

peeps how's life?

been fun hasn't it?

well mine was EPIC!

especially yesterday night...

a sneak peek vid will be out soon...

*fingers crossing

and the full vid will follow suit...

it's gonna be...

erm how to say this...

EPIC!!!

hahaha

ouh well but seriously what happened after that was

surprisingly relieving

like seriously

what was it?

and what is the EPIC thing?

stay tune and find out

haha

thumbs up for suspense

so take care

have fun

smile always

goodnight

see ya

- izan -

- remembering beginnings -

~true nv~

- a new appeal -

hey

how's life?

i've been good lately

with slight headaches

haha

ok so with the blog getting a facelift

a new wave of changes will be taking effect

this will be done through stages

subtle or even BOOMZ changes

it will remain disclose and only realised if you realise it

hahaha

anyways some changes are already in this blog post

so find it if you can

ouh and spoiler alert*

pictures will grace this blog

more often then before

so less laughing and more finding the changes

who knows a vlog might appear

hahaha

nah it won't

highly doubt it

my voice? wahahahaha

wait i become popular 1st?

hehe

so ya thats what i wanted to bring forth

for this post

so take care

enjoy life

smile always

see ya

- izan-

~true nv~

-freshly coated-

hey

just a short surprise shout out

to those who stumble upon this

and to my friends out there

heres the new look

enjoy

~izan~

~having fun~

~true nv~

-having fun-

hey

peeps!

guess where i am right now

ok nvm i shall tell you people

im at Batam

yeah

finally could see it

or rather see more of it

compared to last year Batam study trip

should have went out more other than just the resort

but ouh well

at least i learnt something right?

that's the whole purpose

hahaha

pandai complain je budak ni hahaha

now in the hotel room

blogging

haha later might do some

cadding

like wth right?

haha

ok now i guess i should enjoy more

talk less

since it is the hols

hahaha

so take care

smile always

be happy

keep it simple

see ya

~izan~

~where my manners gone~

~true nv~

-where my manners gone-

hey

peeps

guess what i'm suppose to be doing now

while i'm typing this sentence out

give up?

EAT!

yes eat

i have a full plate here in front of me

yet i'm typing this

gosh

ouh i have a post coming up

though of cause you're going to

read that one first

well at least you know my train of thought

a little mind game doesn't hurt no one

or does it?

well ok i think i'm going to eat now

without finishing this post first

erm trying to think of words to finish this

five lines

~eating~ 10:45pm

~done~ 11:05pm

well basically i lost the train on which

my thoughts were

well that's it so take care

smile

and stay happy

~izan~

~darn it was a bummer~

~true nv~

-darn it was a bummer-

hey

peeps

how's life been for you people?

good i hope

mine is good

so have you guys heard of the 'Pinnacle @ Duxton Plain'?

i hope you do

since it's the high-end HDB flats as high as 50stories

and i went there recently

on tuesday to be exact

i didn't expect much since i wasn't truly am a fan of the flats

it seemed to much for my liking

and when i reached there

i was overwhelmed by the scale of it

and the facade

it was made better by the wind that made it such a pleasure to explore

the area

the park

the greeneries

the blocks

but then the day turned sour

the elevator was warm and uncomfortable

the elevators was such an inconvenience

even one of the residents said something somewhat similar

ouh and when there's no wind it is so humid

i was perspiring

the unit we went to was small

you can't even imagine the scale of it

it suddenly looked like a canned sardines

placed near each other with sky gardens

and how disappointing was the gardens?

truly disappointing

the 50th floor garden was bare

it had cheesy themes and pathetic attempts to

create the themes

the 26th floor was a much preferred place

it has a jogging track

a relaxation area more suited for prolonged usage

and it has shade

that is good

i have pictures but it's with

my friend

yesterday i had my laptop OS upgraded to

Window 7

and it was reformatted in the process

and i don't own a external hard disk

so i used my friends' as a temporary solution

but today my friend wasn't feeling well so i don't have it with me

it's a pity that my friend missed lecture

but if it is for our own good then go ahead

so when i get my data back

i really hope i post some here

since this blog lacks pictures

vlogs

and more interesting stuff other than reading

so take care

smile and be happy always

drink plenty of water

be optimistic

and see ya

~izan~

~gym~

~true nv~

-gym-

hey

peeps

how you people doing?

do read up on what i post earlier

so let's get to it

ok gym

and exercise has been in my mind for a very long time

so long that i had made plans for us to meet

though unfortunately these plans

are as good as an expired voucher on a shopping day

i am planning to adopt a healthier lifestyle

so far i am doing well i guess in drinking mainly

'plain' water

sort of a detoxification and to hydrate myself

though there's a price to pay

haha

well now it's about the process of the ideal fitness level

regular exercise and proper meals

i really want to be fit

since skinny is seriously making my clothes look big

and that is wrong!

haha

ouh well now i shall adopt my master plan 2.0

since master plan 1.0 was scrapped for being too lazy

haha

ok i think i will be posting another post

which you would have read earlier

wow

i should seriously rethink this rules

perhaps i should

so take care

smile always

be happy

stay happy

and see ya!

~izan~

~a good day~

~true nv~

-a good day-

hey

peeps

been so long hasn't it

yup it has been

even though i have put UPDATED in my PM for quite sometime now

so the vlog is not yet a reality due to some

internal issues

we at Revolution Inc. apologizes

for any inconveniences

caused due to the delay

haha

see how bored i am

i admit today in school was a productive day

however now at night

the opposite spectrum

haiz

why did i get hooked to Stewie

why

why

darn it

anyways tomorrow i might

hopefully it comes true

go to national library and guess what

study

and do work

how delightful

victory shall be mine

anyways am thinking of another topic

but since i decided before that different topics belong at different post

then i shall obliged to the new sets of rules

so take care

since a number of my friends are currently feeling unwell

smile always

be happy

and see ya around

~izan~

~vlog~

~true nv~

-vlog-

hey peeps

how you guys doing?

good i hope

anyways i have an idea

perhaps i shall share with you guys

i am planning to make a vlog

perhaps a weekly update

even perhaps when i just feel like doing one

won't it be great and ultimately awesome?

yeah it will!

haha

so what do you guys think about it?

should i?

i would try though but do leave me a tag or comment

so i won't make a more fool of myself

wait Hafizan

be more confident about yourself

haha

alright then

that's is all i wanted to share

so keep smiling

keep feeling happy

stay sin free

keep dreaming

and take care

~izan~

physical training starts today

~true nv~

-physical training-

hey

peeps

it's been so long

so very long

so long i don't even remember the last posting

so today i played badminton with liana

n did some other exercises

it was awesome

and i plan to make it a regular thing

every saturday

ouh and i think just for the fun of it

i shall do a different posting for different topics

rather than making it into one

sort of to make it look more

btw today's post is special

you know why?

cause it's my 150th post!

yeah

a cause of celebration

to those who follow my blog and to myself

i plan to make more and regular updates

try to tag me just to let me know you guys

do read

cause it's a place to share my thoughts

and for you to know

haha

like it is so important and life changing

but still worth to know

anyways tag or comment to let me know what you want to know

or want me to do

if i like it and agree

then i shall post the result and perhaps some

pictures and videos of me

doing so

won't that be awesome?!

of course it will

anyways this post is getting long so i shall keep it short

smile always

keep the hope alive

and take care

~izan~

~rain~

~true nv~

-rain-

hey

people

hows life been??

good?

bad?

anyways just an update of what i did yesterday

went with my mom and lil' bro

to a family picnic at changi beach

we thought hey why not go after the rain

and we did

then after we reach and i had a dip in the

sea (phobia still)

it began to drizzle

wind began to blow stronger

and the rain decided to become heavier

so as my mom seek shelter in the tent

i ended up sitting on the ground under the canvas

with majority of my relatives

it lasted too long

as i sat there dozing off here and there

haha but it was fun overall

don't know what's going to happen today

i think we will be going out too

perhaps not

but we'll see

anyways yup just wanted to update

so have fun

take care

smile always

bye

~izan~

~too much~

~true nv~

-too much-

hey

peeps

howz you all doing?

fine i hope

haha

so all this free time at home made

me realise something

ouh and a few videos later

that i tend to say things that kinda

make people feel hurt/offended/insulted...

so the list goes on and on...

and one might wonder

now you realise?

haha

well things happen for a reason

i just don't know what it is yet

anyways change might just come my way

with this holiday period

self control is in my priority list

and so is pretty much a lot of stuffs

though this might not be the best

way to do it

but i would like to take this opportunity

to apologise for my wrong doings

and if you feel betrayed by me

truly am sorry

so do tell me nicely that i'm stepping over the line

cause i tend to take it better if you don't do it in a

'you think you're better then me but you're not so stfu'

kind of way

ouh and to those i offended

due to the fact in don't wear my specs often

i'm sorry for appearing

cocky/arrogant/bustard/superior

as i tend to radiate that impression

if i feel uncomfortable

shy or a combination of both

though i'm not trying to use ti as an excuse

but as a reasoning to why i might appear as such

to people

the problem is noted though

but it will help if you guys don't have an impression that i am

gay/weak/soft/sissy/and labels associated with those words mentioned

cause i don't need

those

enough is enough i don't need more than what i had in

primary

secondary

jc and even at work

certainly not in poly

so we all have flaws

it's not about me dealing with your flaws

but its us working on to reduce the flaws

to make ourselves a more rounded person

i feel

so i will try to improve myself

rather then telling people to deal with it

cause ego won't get me far

ok sorry for sounding 'all knowing'

but it's true right?

so take care

enjoy life

live life

smile always

bye

~izan~

~lihatlah sendiri~

~true nv~

-Lihatlah Sendiri-

Kembara seorang diri

Berjalan di atas pasir

Di atas air

Tidak bukan air

Bukan air yang menyejukkan

 

Kembara seorang diri

Tiada seorang insane menjadi saksi

Tiada kebenaran

Tiada keaslian

Tiada seorang pun yang mengerti

 

Dimana saksi yang mencintai

Dimana letaknya bumi realiti

Disitu kita dicintai

Disitu kita direstui

 

Bukan sekadar memori silam

Sebutir permata yang tiada sinarnya

Lihatlah jauh dari pandangan mata kasar kami

Koreklah setiap pasir dan debu yang menelan jati diri

 

Berhenti menangis hal duniawi

Tapi janganlah berhenti mengingatinya

Ingatlah ada saksi yang mencintai

Ada cinta didalam sanubari

Kerna bunga tidak akan mengembang jika tiada hujan dan matahari

 

Setiap saat di dalam realiti

Setiap denyutan di alam ini

Setiap hembusan di akhir nanti

Ada saksi dan ada cinta

 

Tiada yang sukar kerna ada yang menanti

Cuma inginkah kita menerima cintanya dengan mencintainya?

~izan~

~a day~

~true nv~

-a day-

hey

peeps

hows

life

today?

been so long since

i posted something

and i feel sorry if anyone

of you actually

hoped for an update

so i thought maybe tonight i should

update my blog

ok here

it

goes

yesterday

i celebrated

my friends' Birthday

who you might ask?

well let's keep it a confidential

don't want to get sued

haha

jkjk

serious

me no want to get sued

haha

ok

moving on

as i was saying

just now

i celebrated my friend's birthday

it was carefully planned

but wasn't perfectly executed

haha

it was funny

the food was good

the company was great

had a lot of things to share

a lot of things to understand

and it was just a great experience

my 'truth' was really time consuming

sorry if it became bored for that moment

haha

it was fun though

the dare was too

i can't believe i actually followed on

with the dare

omg

but it was enjoyable

to them at least haha

just some final words to end

this sudden update

for this lonely blog

i left behind for such

a long time

to my friend

i hope you enjoyed yourself

remember

if you want to meet up just give us

a ring or a msg

if time allows and conditions are right

our paths will cross

though moments have its sweetness and

bitterness

it seems to turn out good at the end

so lets face the storms ahead

to witness the rainbow it leaves behind

cause damage is just something

that covers something good

so make the right decisions

make it a wise and logical one

cause you have people to lean to

and if conditions permit

we will be there for you

so be strong and take care

from me

to you

to my friends

to us

take care and smile always

~izan~