~ending too soon~

~true nv~

-ending too soon-

hey
peeps
how you all doing?
fine i hope
i'm doing fine as well

well
i'm currently sick
flu/cold for two days now
and medicine doesn't seem to work
sigh

omg
i can't stand this seriously
sick
disrupting my Raya preparations
haiz

how to work like this also?
how?
how!?
mc?
but i am working at the very minimum of days already

sure my pay going to be hell
low
confirm one
how!?
what bad luck

well
lets see if i actually will get a mc
who knows
i might
so take very well care of yourselves

i'm ending soon
Happy Fasting
and Happy Raya Celebration
rest well
and smile always

~izan~

~nice~

~true nv~

-nice-

hey
dudes and dudettes
haha
well just now i went for my
TCBTL orientation

it wasn't that bad
it was good actually
can't wait for the SOP
haha
coolness

though i have to admit i
do prefer the SB drinks
well
who says i can't enjoy the best
of two worlds?

well that's about all i wanted to say
you guys having fun?
well later i will be working
can't wait
anyways

ouh and one more thing
i saw my grades just know
was greatly disappointed
though grateful
but we both know which one i feel more off

haiz
well
i will go all out for the next Primer
no more mister nice guy
see you in year 2!

so ending soon
have fun
enjoy life
live life
and i am here!

~izan~

~last day~

~true nv~

-last day-

hey
peeps
yesterday was my last day working
for watsons
as now i am a staff for Coffee Bean

haha
though the pay ain't the same
(confidential)
the minimum hours that i can work is far lesser
(confidential)

haha
well this is in line with my long term
work plan
i would like to call
'long term work plan' plan

haha
well
it can't be the
whatever Stalin plan name was
i can't remember

well
that's about it
i'm doing fine for now
going to Batam for a school trip
nothing much happening

well
all of you guys take care
smile
happy
sleep tight and sweet dreams

~izan~

~follow me~

~true nv~

-follow me-

hey
peeps
the first thing you guys might have
thought of is
TWITTER

well
it is part of it
haha
actually
what is Twitter

all this follow me thing
twit here and there
is it actually worth the
sms?
or is it just a craze?

i don't know cause you should know by now
that i am not a member
of TWITTER
nor do i intend to be for this
moment of time

just want to know whats all this
talk about it
well
more to personal things
i guess

fasting for me so far have been good
hunger was minimal
groans too
well Hari Raya is coming
but i don't feel the festive mood

it has how to say it
dim along with the festive
lights of Geylang
for the past few years
getting more pathetic each year

uniquely?
hmm
i don't think it is that grand for
it to be unique
but if uniquely horrible then yes

honestly
what is wrong with the people that organizes this?
other festivals have grand lights
fireworks
why not this one?

well i can just wonder
ouh well
life's
pretty much unfair
in a human-human interaction

well
take care
smile always
cheer up
and have a great month

~izan~

~life~

~true nv~

-life-

hey

peeps

been long hasn't it

well i was busy

still am though

well i thought i share with you people

my take on life

and i might be carried away

so just an early warning

you've been warned

life is a general term for time on earth

be it dead or alive

throughout our lifetime

we pursue dreams

some real while some are just fantasies

we spend so much time on the beauty

of life

we are bound to lose it's essence

something i thought of

that would nicely reflect my stand

another would be

what is life without cupfuls of tears?

just enough for us to swallow all the happiness

around

cause without tears we will be too high

to realize what we are meant to do

the true meaning of our existence

the objective we were set to achieve

well i might be crossing some lines

but i'm just saying

acknowledging our existence is the first step

to understanding our actual personality

what we feel and how we deal with it

like for an instance

a stressful project worsen by unhelpful mates

we could break apart just by trying to keep all the stress in

or explode when we try to vent it

not meaning in a violent or loud manner

even a slow release can be dangerous

well that does happen right?

or we could take a deep breath

pause for a moment and look at the situation

think of distractions

think of ways to forget about the problems

while finding a way to finish your assignment

cause not all problems can be fixed

but they can be avoided

just avoid it

like what i like to say

avoid or be avoided

some might think its hard

well isn't suppose to be?

some think they're too weak?

aren't all of us?

its reasons that bring yourself down

these are not the reasons that bring

you to a state of mind

that allows you to do such things

to distract yourself from meaningless problems

and allow you to focus on the more bigger problem

size doesn't matter

what matter is the severity of such problems

there's a saying that goes

failure is a process not a result

so why be too fussed up?

its not over when its over isn't it?

prioritize your life

make it to your advantage

cause in the end of the day

you are your own creation

not in a divine kind of way

but in a life upbringing

not all rich-born stay rich

not all smart-born stay smart

and not all triers succeed

trying and doing is different

if you do you achieve something

good or bad its a process

the result is when you are finally done

when nothing else can be done

thats the result

so long story short

never give up

stop trying and start doing

stop dreaming and start living

~izan~