~like what the hell~

~true nv~

-like what the hell-

hey

things seem to be wrong with me these past days

last week to be exact

or maybe earlier?

ok go on to the story lah eh

there's one day during my break at work

i wanted to drink water

the bottle was at the tip of my mouth

yet no water

and no it wasn't empty

i forgot to open

hahaha

well its not funny now

but hilarious that time

to me at least

haha

now my sentences are more like jabbles of words

some so easy i have a hard time remembering

haiz

so much missing in literacy after jc

hehe

well i got my pay at last!

just bought a pair of black shoes

now i have two pairs of black shoes

i'm enjoying my black parade

woah

i'm now reliving if possible my Swedish

fantasy

or sort of trying to sing in vain

Swedish songs

well would try to put the song as default

so do watch for this song

well been fun this week

well sort of

haha

~izan~

~you wanna piece of me~

~true nv~

-you wanna piece of me-

i'm mister most likely to get on the tv

for singing like a piece of shit

while getting the groceries i mean please

thanks for adding me

no wonder i'm just crappy

well just bored lah

but you know i know

haha so stealing from lat's blog

well what to do kan

you see you like you steal i mean borrow

haha

well as you know i didn't go for my FOC Camp

so i went back to work

so knight in shining armor moment

haha

well i feel sorry for them

so few staff

i sad ok

sniffles sniff sniff

hehe

well in like 4 days time i will get

drum rolls please

dididididididudududududadadadadaDAK

my PAY!!!!

wooo hoooo

can i get a whoop! whoop!

yeah!

k i decided to spend it all

wahaha

no lah just kidding

or am i??

haha

jkjk

well there's a portion to my parents of course

then some goes to savings if i have one

the rest would be for poly spending

you know clothes

shoes

that kinda stuff

i'm want FABULOUS!!!

you would know if you watched HSM2

haha

yeah

i need i need i need i need

so lets end it of with

it's gonna be a night!

to remember!

it's gonna be a night!

all together!!

never ever ever never ever never never ever forget!

~izan~

~finally~

~true nv~

-finally-

hey
yay!
finally i updated my blog cause its like been a while
my blog view increased by 5!
wohooo!

soon i'll be the most popular blogger EVER!!!
it won't be soon before long
haha
well i'm just waiting for my payday
my first pay in like a year?

blanja anyone???
haha
in your dreams
well i might have something under my sleeves
just wait for my call aites?

haha
well i decided not to go FOC Camp on the day itself
6am to be exact!
3 hrs of sleep and thats what i got to?
wonderful right?

well i hope i made the right choice
i 'donated' my 15 bucks
haha
how generous i am
well Hafizan gitulah

well i might go back to work though i have days off
thats why i take it as my off today
well im a good slave
i mean worker
haha

well tag and read aites
see you later in my
erm
i dont know
dreams??

haha
well goodbye then
happy wednesday
have fun with your love ones
family

~izan~ [wheres my '~MAI~' gone? well i decided to remove it to avoid confusions :)]

~dam dam di dam dam dam di dam dam~

~true nv~

-dam dam di dam dam dam di dam dam-

hey

disturbia

haha

ok cool right?

yeah!

maybe i might visit ijc soonish

but maybe i won't

dah tawar hati?

(bland heart?)

i don't know

but i miss the thai

food and thai

aunties!

remember me or not?

yes yellow mee no tauje

haha

well i'm goin to FOC camp

hope i won't get sea sick

cause it will be partly held

at st. john is.

yeah

i don't know if it's good

or bad

but i pray it doesn't

mean waste of 15 bucks

well i placed a counter in my blog

to see who enter

but for now all the clicks have been from me

haha

so i shall not view my blog no more

sob sob

haha

but now i can somewhat know

who view and read

rather than waiting for people to tag

so i got my eyes on you

and know your mine

ta ta ta da

i got my eyes on you

na na na na

~MAI~

~safari~

~true nv~

-safari-

hey

you know what?

do you?

know what?

know this?

my blog

yeah my blog

is best viewed

using

SAFARI

thats APPLE's

web browser

so cool right?

so go use it now

or be square?

haha

ok

thats all lah basically

so go go go

coolness

~MAI~

~hujan~

~true nv~

-hujan-

aku duduk sambil bergerak

membaca buku yang berirama

mendendang rentak melodi sendi

lucu sendiri tawa sekali

hidup ku kini begini

sambil bergerak aku berlari

terhenti henti tapi berlari kembali

lagu menemani isyarat untuk berhenti

simfoni yang sama setiap hari

siapa di hujung sana siapa yang tahu

dari berlari ku berhenti

dari berdiri ku berjalan kaki

kadang kala ku berlari

mengerja sesuatu yang pasti

selama lapan jam sehari

berdiri sudah ada akhirnya

kini duduk berlari semula

kini berhenti dan bergerak semula

malam dan siang bertukar dalam sekelip mata

walaupun berhenti akan tiba di destinasinya

hujan dapat dilihat tanpa dirasa

di dalam lubang di dalam besi

cahaya dilihat dan juga dirasa

bahangnya sedingin angin bateri

selagi berfungsi kereta pejalan kaki

~MAI~

~im confused~

~true nv~

-im confused-

hey

i know its in the freaky

morning

but i just got something

to say or write whichever please you

haha

well

im confused now

after some thinking

haha

ironic

disappointing

haiz

but i must see the brighter

side

wait

there i go again

confused

of what to say and

feel

im thankful

that i got a job

at least my mind is not thinking

of other stuff

goodness

but i can't seem to stop this memory

from getting in my head

i guess i didn't get

the closure i so desperately

need

leaving Innova didn't work

btw its not the bloody reason lah

haha

just a thought-to-be

bonus

now it's like i'm the

one thinking

wishing

missing maybe

these memories

yet i somehow

feel that i didn't

leave even a scratch

on these memories

for them to miss me

oh well

poly i can start anew

but i really need closure

and the reason why i'm blurting

is because no one reads this

so its an avenue for me

could set to private but

where will i put my other

stuffs?

a new blog?

malas nye

but i feel they will

think its a problem

yet they get it all wrong

well i have my sajak

so thats something i can

use

haiz

well thats life

take in what you get and go

its a shame for me to missing them

when i feel they don't

but if they do im

really thankful

at least i mean something

to be able to be missed

ok

i think i'm stopping

being emo

haha

~MAI~

~updates~

~true nv~

-updates-

hey

people

of bikini bottom

haha

not funny la sey

but what the heck kan?

haiz

my one day off

was as good as it gets

i think

i went to take A'level

H1 Malay result slip

ssh

haha

then went straight to airport

take what eh?

oh ya

my medical report

for SP

baik kepe

haha

a shout out to my lil' bro

who turns erm

ape eh?

oh ya

13 this year

10 march to be exact

Happy Birthday

but i haven't get my pay

so understand understood lah eh

haha

well thats the updates

tag if you actually read my blog

sedih tau tak

tersinggung i

haha

stop it sey

but still

ouch

ok take care

~MAI~

~randomness~

~true nv~

-randomness-

hey

hey

you

you

hahaha

no it won't end with

i wanna be your gf

coz its like you

know

ewwwwww

haha

ok

stop

macho face

hmph!

haha

ok juz randomness

although at the start

i had an idea

but who cares right?

hope you have good

times ahead

don't forget about me

ok

thanks much

~MAI~

~you see you like you buy~

~true nv~

-you see you like you buy-

hey

people

long time no read

my blog kan?

tempeleng jugak baru tau

just hope people are actually

reading what i'm posting

tiring ok

type here

type there

click here

click there

you get the point la ye

well just promoting

lat's blogshop

the website is

www.lasyahil-panache.blogspot.com

you can find some nice

stuff

there

that might suit your

budget

yes its all about money

haha

cool

well more about this blogshop

it sells hand-made

accessories

'all kinds' as she stats it

herself

so no copyright infringement

or anything of that sort

well hope you visit

see see

and maybe buy

~MAI~

~selamanya~

~true nv~

-selamanya-

sendiri memerhatikan langit merah

di saat tiada matahari dan bulan

di saat tiada sesiapa yang bertanya mengapa

di situ aman seketika

aku hanyut ketenangan

angin menderu membelai pipi

daun dedaunan turut menari

senyum sendiri aku berjalan kaki

lihat ke arah rumah pangsa

di hujung taman hirisan pasir

aku bernanyi melodi sumbang

sendiri puas hati malu dipandang

halaman pendek penuh kemewahan

imaginasi terbang mengikut bayangan

aku kaya seketika sahaja

kembali pulang aku bersalaman

sambutan malar segar seperti ku harapkan

aku sering terbayang sesuatu yang mustahil

namun nyata jika berfikir

aku diam baring di atas mimpi

begini isi hati sehari

semalam giliran mimpi

daun akan tetap menari bila angin berlalu

aku tetap akan berfikir selagi mampu

namun aku pun tahu akan ada tamatnya

~MAI~

~sync in~

~true nv~

-sync in-

hey

it's been a while

if you have been following

which i doubt so

haiz

well

what can i say right

don't want to read

your pasal

me no care that much

haha

well i made up my mind

chey

chasing pavements lak

okok

i decided to make

wait for it

tada

online cake shop

the name

tada

sync in

haha

cool eh

i know

i have it as url

but not as a running

or active website

as of yet

waiting for my free time

but do keep a look out

my i mean

our brownies where

rather well received by

around 10 lucky people

so now who wants to be

my partners?

any takers?

i know lat is in

yeah

so do keep track

early bird discount?

haha

well loyalty does have its

benefits

so thats pretty much what

i wanted to say

so thanks

have a great day

and sweet memories ahead

~MAI~