~blabber~

~true nv~

-blabber-

hey

peeps

just a short post

ending soon already so take care

bye... ouh waitm school was ok bye...

~izan~

~bored~

~true nv~

-bored-

hey

today was another great day in school

did al those hands on stuff

wee pee

then went to IMAX for a free movie

and although the Alps are nice

i mean WOW nice!

i failed to see the relevance of it to

well architecture basically

so i was like what?

maybe its the buildings jutting out from the mountain surface

which was mind boggling on how they do it

maybe its that

ya i take it as that

haha

well today was fun

now i'm mentally tired

bad sey only the first primer

or assignments you might call it

even project whatsoever

hehe

so as of this moment my classmates

well some of them are pondering on whether we

should go out tmr

watch movie eat out just hang

haha

'hang' so not imagine i would use that bloody word

haha

why?

don't bother asking

so now i am bored

seriously bored

tired but tmr have morning shift at work

haiz

you guys take care!

~izan~

~crap~

~true nv~

-crap-

hey

people!

my student web mail is still locked out!

its been like 1 week!

bingit sey

now how to view assignments?

how to do my first primer?

darn lah

bloody msn system

so 'safe'

well now ity looks like i'm trying again

so have fun peeps

dudes dudettes

haha

ok izan out

oh wait

this is going to be my 100th post!

can i get a woot woot!

hell yeah!

haha

well big achievement ok

and my blog views are 172

accurate at time of posting

haha

thanks much!

~izan~

~good try~

~true nv~

-good try-

hey

dudes and dudettes

happy? no? yes? maybe?

well i am in an ok mood

haha

well remember my grp's collage

it looked fantastic i might say

just we didn't pulled off the presentation

as well as we all had hoped for

well that and most of the grps

well it was a good way to know what we're up for

no more fairytale crap

now to the proper design words

sell your project not beautify them

well it was an overall good team effort

so u want to take this opportunity

to congratulate my group

GRANDEUR

for your great effort

well done!

~izan~

~minnie mouse~

~true nv~

-minnie mouse-

hey

peeps!

just a shout out to AIN as she celebrated her 18th Birthday yesterday!

woot! woot!

she was kidnapped literally i think!?

haha

it was fun though i skipped on the whole swimming thing

you know don't want to show off kinda thing

haha

well it was fun to catch up

i bought for AIN a minnie mouse mug

exclusively made for watsons

haha

so omg right?

haha

well she's a fan of minnie mouse

well back to me

haha

well i'm doing good thanks for asking!

haha

~izan~

~collage~

~true nv~

-collage-

hey

people!

today my group did an art collage of pics we took of buildings!

much fun as we were able to discuss the mini little gritty details

and i was struck by the thought that this is actually it

they including the tutor was talking in words i thought only

discovery channel or national geographic uses

and i'm actually in it big time

thats harsh

so fast!

but ya i expected it somewhat

so i really need to work doubly hard for my sketches

oh my

but i got a good news today

really happy and i'm not going to share

~izan~

~first day~

~true nv~

-first day-

hey

peeps!

how's life? good i hope

btw today was my official school day

so is it for thousands of people like me, lat and halim

hehe

well today was fun

somewhat i guess we had to work our way through the erratic weather

and the mosquitoes are just being pesky

haha

well tmr we'll be doing art collage i think

much fun i hope

it'll end late i guess at 5pm

but maybe i go work after that

money still money mah

so have fun people

much studying ok?

be wise and study

or you can just sleep

but no snoring haha

~izan~ (really lazy since sch to colour haiz)

~school~

~true nv~

-school-

hey

people!

just a small liner wanting to tell oyu how nervous i am

that school will start soon and its like haiz

but i can't wait on how the transition is gonna be so be happy always

~izan~

~surprise~

~true nv~

-surprise-

hey

peeps

guess what!

today is my dearest MOM birthday!

Happy Birthday Umi!

my father decided to surprise my mom by asking my sis

to buy an ice-cream cake for my mom

my sis said she wanted to 'buy' something alone

haha

so when my mom was watching a show in her bedrooom

i prepared the cake and candles

it was like some big candles and some small candles to

show her age

then my father ask my mom to go out

with much reluctantness

haha

then Surprise!

the lights were out and all thats left was the candles

soo sweet

then we dig in loveliness

~izan~ (again malas to colour)

~nice time~

~true nv~

-nice time-

hey

people!

we juz finish our SP flag day!

and it was much better than i expected it to be!

i contributed $14.60!

ok my achievements aside

my classmates are a bunch of funny people

wonderfulness

Jeremy and Sonya (so near yet so far! - liyana) haha

have this kinda conflict that is damn funny!

haha well meet new people

got to know them better also

and found out that i can't sleep in the MRT train

haiz hard for me sey

tired but can't sleep just look at the crowd at Dover

i still think Anni talks like Korean

altough Koreans are traditionally shiny Chinese

haha another inside joke

there's another joke though

well it's abit censored for me but here it goes

Sonya was talking about something

rather than saying nose job or botox

she said blowjob while pointing to her nose

i was like 'blowjob'?

hahaha

thought we wanted to go to the party @ Concourse

but the queue was so long!

so we went home

haha

well take care peeps

~izan~ (lazy to colour this time)

~change of mind~

~true nv~

-change of mind-

hey

peeps

tonight i thought of blogging/complaining

about how bloody long i have to waited for bus 358

at the bus interchange

i went off early form work cause i wanted to sleep early

for tmr's flag day

have to report at SP at 730am!

so ok

then i had to wait for that bus for 20mins!

bloody redundant

irritated now thats why must complain!

haha

but then i got msn-ed by my friend

Syafika

she found out after cleaning her room (akhirnya!) haha

that we were ex-classmates at K1!

cool right

she found the class pic

who knew i was in Class Bear 1

oh oh and guess what too

i was cute!

well no doubt about that right?

hehe

well just waiting for her to send me the gambar

well have a good night people

and may you have a lovely tmr

sweet dreams

and take care

Fizan out...

~izan~

~nervous~

~true nv~

-nervous-

hey

dudes and dudettes

well yesterday or just now i had the school of ABE intro

it was ok although i became somewhat sleepy

but i persevered not to sleep

well my class is rather serious

including me

well you know i prefer one on one knowing rather than in one huge group

picky i know

hehe

but theres some others i know but form other classes

well at least they are in my course right?

well i hope thursdays' flag day is gonna be fun

for everyone

so we can mingle and you know get to know each other

well i know none of them knows my blog

haha

so this is our little not so little

secret

haha

well i'm still abit sick

haiz

funny but i get worser at work

haha

so you people take care aites!

~izan~

~first time~

~true nv~

-first time-

hey

peeps

today was the first time i saw my tutor and classmates

all 19 of them i think

haha

well as usual they minded their own business

so did i

so the only one yaking was our tutor

it was close to pathetic how we as a class acted like

i could laugh seriously though i was one of them hehe

so tmr will be the whole intro by the SP's Principal

and and intro to the School Of Architecture and Built Environment

it was awkward for me to finally be called a poly student

the first wave of emotion came when i alighted at Dover

and saw the other poly students alighting as well

so i was like 'ok, this is it. this is actually it'

nervous of course

but i feel aite with my classmates

made a few friends from other classes

some old, some new

so lets see what tmr has instore

and for lat, tk bleh tunggu lain hari kepe...

hahahaha jkjk

go enjoyzing with your date

hehe

~izan~

~can't wait~

~true nv~

-can't wait-

hey

just to inform you guys

that later today i will go to SP

for my SPICE training some sort of IT related thing

more updates soon so take care

~izan~

~psych~

~true nv~

-psych-

hey

people! i just saw my class time table

and guess what!

i have a free wednesdays

can i get a woot woot!

haha yes!

ouh and a shout out to Wardah

Happy Eighteen Birthday!

yeah she's a friend of mine from

my sec school days

now it seems i'm soo Frida hooked

i added another Frida song

'One Little Lie'

i find it kinda catchy

sinfully guilty-ly true for some of us?

so do listen ya

ouh and this year we have Singapore Idol and Anugerah

who wants to follow me?

haha

yeah yeah yeah

btw it seems i've reached the 100 visitors mark!

though the 100th was made by me...

it's still an achievement

yay!

so do support me ya haha

~izan~

~it's up~

~true nv~

-it's up-

hey

peeps

my Swedish song is up

yay!

go hear!

nice song for me

really nice

for another song is one of my fav

so do hear that too

the whole 2 songs!

~izan~

~its over~

~true nv~

-its over-

hey

you might be wondering what's up with the title

well it means i'm done wih my 21 days cleansing

after holding on for 4 days

cause currently i'm like really sick

flu

headache

sore throat

and my ears are giving me a problem

maybe it's caused by the regime maybe it wasn't

well whatever the case is

i'm over it

now hopefully i recover fast

cause i can't take another off

as you should know today i took off cause i'm sick

haiz

so much for healthier body

maybe it's the process?

i don't know

but i'm sick and tired of waiting (pun intended) haha

i made it dreadfully through my cousin's b'dae gathering

didn't make it through the night though

well heres a shout out to my cousin fro her b'dae!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZ

smile smile smile aites

so wish me take cares and a good recovery

a fast one i hope

you guys take care too

drink plenty of water

and rest too (not you lat you have too much rest already) haha

~izan~

~wasted~

~true nv~

-wasted-

hey

finally something unrelated to my regime

more towards my personal life

well i finally got some closure

some beliefs finally proven

so i feel somewhat liberated

but as they say comes more knowledge bears more burden

and now after i know

more questions starts to pour in

haiz

why this why that

and why lies need to be lies

well just to make it to simpler and chim words

haha

hold on *clears throat*

i believe what i see

or as the song goes

'you receive but what you give, you believe but what you see'

or something like that

i believed it was true, i knew it was true but you keep saying its not

so i will now continue to wonder

will i ever know

the true reason why you did so

cause i feel

naah no use no more

so thanks for making me stronger

wiser too

though i admit the some memories are cherished

while others i wish to forget

really do cause i can't bear another heartache

~izan~

~day three~

~true nv~

-day three-

hey

believe it or not

its already day three of my 21 days regime

and my is it hard

hardly anything vege today

i had Nutella with bread and chicken with rice for breakfast

like woah right?

then i brought more chicken and rice to work

then i ended up buying not one, not two

but 10 granola bars which was cheap of course and ate 4 during break alone

i'm like soooo not being discipline

i feel rather bad

but my friends aren't that supportive either

i got very wise words form 118!

thanks soo much lah eh...

so i follow his words and unleash the beast in me

hahaha

well tmr will be even harder

though i'm not working

i'll be attending my cousin's b'dae party

much fun

so here comes the bbq and stuff

oh my

hard to resist and so close to confirm

my family won't allow me to resist

keep up to date ya

don't miss out on my exciting journey towards

a healthier mind, body and soul

and this means literally

so do watch out!

~izan~

~day two~

~true nv~

-day two-

hey

its day two in my 21 says cleanse

and guess what it was better than yesterday!

woo hoo

here goes...

well i started poorly...

had three pieces of chicken for breakfast with bread

or was it two pieces?

well i made it up by having bee hoon again

but this time its with brinjal and tofu

and i suffered through the brinjal

cause i don't eat brinjal

haha

who does right?

well i got pretty full though

then during closing for store

i had some caramel corn

followed by yet again milk chocolate

this time Cadbury's Black Forest

compliments from my store manager

well at least i lasted till now

where i might eat for supper

chicken again

but as the time shows

its not 8th of april so i did it

yeah

so that will be tmr's problem

hehe

one can fight temptation for only so long

haha

~izan~

~21 days cleanse~

~true nv~

-day one-

hey

just so you know

i'm participating in a self imposed

21 days cleansing routine

where i become a vegetarian

though i have tried it before

it lasted only 4 days

you know my parents or shall i say family thinks i'm crazy

but now i'm determined to do it

so lets recap on day one

i started with oatmeal with honey for breakfast

not bad right

but i used dairy creamer

strike one for me

booo hooo

then for lunch at work i bought bee hoon

with tofu

well sounds ok too

then my manager gave me some otak2 and fish filet

wanted to give away but my partners don't want

so what to do

i eat feel so bad though

really

then i bought old chang kee

yam pie and gyozu on stick

so sounds vege enough

then i bought milk chocolate

wah so bad of me

sorry cows

though it was one of those guilty pleasures

well after that i went home for supper

and guess what

my mom cooked ayam masak lemak cili padi

don't know the name in english though

sorry

at first i resisted temptation

but i fell to my favourite chicken dish

what to do

so i ate 3 pieces of chicken

haiz

so tmr or shall i say today

i will strive if i can

to be more resilient

and discipline in my

20 days left of cleansing

so i will need your support

aites

so please please don't leave me

so Pink

get it?

~izan~

~visit~

~true nv~

-visit-

hey

peeps

hehe

guess what...

i visited IJC today!

well it was planned to be a surprise until

somebody (name need not be included)

lat

was late and we had to take a taxi compliments of herself

then i blanja her lunch and ice kacang

well that aside

being back in IJC reaffirms me that i did not regret going out

the food i regret though

noooooo!!!!

well what to do kan...

well we were greeted by cheers and jeers...

ouh wait, its only cheers

it goes like this...

lat! lat! lat! hi hafizan, lat!

haha no lah not jealous honest :)

well we caught up a bit with our ex-mates

fun as it was it all had to end

we ended with a trip to horizon

causeway point

for the ice kacang i said earlier

sedap beb

haha it was super nice coz i like sweet stuff

a few more laughs here and there and everywhere

then we went down and said goodbyes

ouh and wait me and lat didn't get back our class pics :(

well i hope we get it soon aites

*looks at syak*

on behalf of lat of course

i don't mind not getting mine back though

i take what i get (my new stand)

well after the visit

while i sat down for the very long yet comfortable

ride home.. yes sbs is comfortable

i got sad a bit for some reasons

but after all that i felt liberated

so its a good and welcomed sign for me

and now i can close this chapter of

my life and start a new chapter with

my future

wah soo chim

so goodbye IJC

take care IJC

so long IJC

remember me IJC (like thats ever going to happen)

all the best IJC!

~izan~

~tagged~

~true nv~

-stop tagging me for bloody quizzes! please :)-

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Are you single - yes since when was i ever attached?
2. Are you happy - curently
3. Are you bored - the reason i'm doing this?
4. Are you fair - like to think i am... say it!
5. Are you Italian - naah prefers korean look with bigger eyes, no offence
6. Are you intelligent - what do you think? *stares*
7. Are you honest - i hope i am
8. Are you nice - pretty please with a...
9. Are you Irish - nope... a blend of Asia
10. Are you Asian - as i said, quote 'a blend of Asia'

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Muhammad Hafizan Bin Asri
2. Nice names - Izan, Hafiz, Zan... break it up and see if i respond :)
3. Birth Place - KKH, Singapore
4. Hair Colour - thinks its maroon though its really dark brown :)
5. Natural hair style - optional: somewhat bald to spiky to long
6. Eye colour - blue! haha... wait i can't seem to take off my brown contacts! help!
7. Birthday - hmm... minus one add four to a friends b'dae
8. Mood - anxious
9. Favourite colour - white and blue
10. One favourite place you like to visit - surprisingly now, Pulau Ubin... go figure

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Have you been in love - hard to say but yes
2. Do you believe in love at the first sight - nope
3. Do you currently have a crush - nope
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes sob sob it still does does it?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes how i regret it but feels it was meant to happen
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - i'd say yes again destined or something
7. Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - try this on for size YES!
8. Are you afraid of commitment - i dont know, never been in a relationship but no i guess
9. Who was the last person you hug in school - erm... i remember but you know 'i shy lah'
10. Who was the last person you said i love you to - don't think i have ever said that have i?

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - love of course
2. Hard liquor or beer - gingerale? hehe correct spelling right?
3. Cats or dogs - cats! garfield look-a-like
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few or even one best friend
5. Creamy or Crunchy - currently creamy with a crunchy centre
6. Pencil or Pen - pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night in of course with no sexual tension what-so-ever
8. Money or Happiness - happiness
9. Day or night - day with a tint of night? :)
10. IM or phone - IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - never tried and don't want to
2. Seen a polar bear - does tv count?
3. Done something you regret - yes
4. Bungee jumped - gila is it? nak mampus? scared of heights lah...
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yes no waste :)
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - of course sweet tooth mah...
7. Been caught naked - maybe? haha
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - ssb (single since birth and proud of it)
9. Cried because you lost your pet - never had one
10. Wanted to disappear - yes in the past but now live life to the fullest

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - smile then eyes :)
2. Light or dark hair - light give chance to my children hehe
3. Hugs or kisses - hugs definitely
4. Shorter or taller - taller please
5. Intelligence or attraction - attraction
6. Topman or Zara - Zara
7. Funny or serious - funny with a portion of serious... cant have her laughing when im wooing right? lol
8. Older or younger - have is seen this question before? oh nope... hehe no preference
9. Outgoing or quiet - both
10. Sweet or bad - sweet

TEN HAVE YOU'S

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yeah! choir and solo performence la-la-la
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - nope and not planning to
4. Ever been to a rock concert - nope
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - hah no!
6. Ever been on a dance team - can't even maintain a beat
7. Ever been on a sports team - nope arts person
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes! woo hoo!
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - erm do i look 18? dont answer... haha
10. Ever been on a rap video - erm... nope

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - i think to my mom
2. Last person you hugged - same as the person in school
3. Last person(s) you hung out with - my family
4. Last time you worked - yesterday
5. Last person you talked to - my oldest sister... a family guy what can i say
6. Last person you IM'd - Siti Sarah, no not the singer unfortunately... haha jkjk
7. Last person you texted - Lat
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Lat, she paid for it i think... sssh...
9. Last person(s)/thing(s) you missed - missed as in what? misplace or miss(emo)? erm secret...
10. Last website visited - facebook... i know no social life so please leave me alone! haha

p.s. Lat please tahan yourself from tagging me... hehe malas abit lah...

hugs and kisses from me
erm not you!
eewwww!
jijik!
haha so syak!

~izan~

~mr no jinx~

~true nv~

-mr no jinx-

hey

yesterday 3rd of April

marked a day where i broke

yes me Izan

broke the shortage curse

the curse where my fellow beloved

colleague have experienced losses

for the past week

i feel you man

cause i too have experience loss figures preferred to be disclosed

haha

well that day i scored an excess of a disclosed amount of money

yay!

well so far so good

and no i'm not getting to big for my head

well yesterday a friend

of mine ask whether i want to go out jalan2

well i first have to ask for off lah kan

since you know

hehe

so ended up me having to pick a day

okay maybe not pick but follow my friend

to try2 luck my job

not taking over me but as a compliment

haha so economics

ms shen!

miss you so!

a gu gu

haha

can't believe i just typed that

hehe

well a shout out to my jc friends not forgetting my beloved friends also!

the old and the restless

haha

jkjk

~izan~

~seribu bintang~

~true nv~

-seribu bintang-

berguruh sepi hujan tiada

pulau yang bersendiri dikunjungi jua

berkembang bunga limau kasturi

manis baunya masam tidak rasanya

membuat si pengunjung terpaku terpikat

dari hari ke minggu

ditemani bayu nyanyian si ayu

sumbang kerana tersumbat tidak

tertawa sejenak terpegun semula

tetap ada tidak kemana

semakin hari semakin lama

dari sendiri kini bejentera

lihat tiada sesiapa akan berpaling tadah

kerna hanya disitu hujan

dan juga mentari

dan jikalau ada seorang dua yang pergi

usahlah mengerja dan melari

kerna ribut akan berhenti

dan ramai lagi yang menanti

seribu yang ada usah kerna seorang diri bencana

idaman hati siapa yang tidak ingini

cari mencari yang terjadi tetap misteri

bab akan berakhir jua

cerita baru akan bermula

kerna ada seribu bintang pandanglah ke atas sana

-izan-

especially for: Latt