~voulez vous~

~true nv~

hey

voulez vous

to continue on

voulez vous

to carry forth

haha

check the meaning yourself

will ya

its easy trust me

haha

what do you want

what do you want

what do you want

i dont know

stop asking me

haha

cool

haha

crapping

again

okae

i want more people

to read

tag

where else but here

~MAI~

~time for celebration~

~true nv~

hey

izit time for celebrations

i donno

but one thing to be happy is

that up there is my first pic

haha

yay me

finally something in colours

to liven this odd place

hehe

yes

as i said earlier posts

'08 is ending

pretty soon

so its time to welcome a new year

well

izit the time to celebrate

the end of one

heartfelt

year

i donno

i really dont

i am really split up

but i guess

we have to wait and see

~MAI~

~stop in the name of~

~true nv~

hey

yes

it might as well be

another pathetic excuse

for a post

but hey

its mine

n you are reading it

not feeling smart

are we

haha

well i should stop crapping

blogs are a place

to share my experiences

so i shall post one

everything in life

has an emergency brake

lets visualize here

ok already

good

when we see anyone goin too

fast and furious

no pun intended

just say

stop in the name of

well it can be

stop in the name of love

yeah its a song

stop in the name of your pet goldfish

something meaningful

whatever it might be

so cheer up

all disasters

can be stopped

just know when to stop it

~MAI

~love me or hate me~

~true nv~

hey

yeah

love me

or hate me

its still an obsession

love me

or hate me

that is the

question

hmm

if you love me

thank you

if you hate me

then you leave me no choice

why not why not why not why not

have enough

irritated yet

no

ouh

yes

good

you know whats good

for you

so you love me then

yay

peace

i want

peace

(you have been awarded mr universe)

i wanna thank my parents

haha

thats some crap

haha

not mentioning

far from the straight path

haha

get it

no

ouh well

hehe

well now

we all know

theres no more question

coz the only thing left to do is

love me

~MAI~

~last day of year 2008~

~true nv~

hey

sweet

its the last day of '08

isnt just awesome

i think it is

well lets reflect

this year i enrolled for a

2 year course in jc education

n i made it to the second

hehe

i met the most awesome group

of people

0842a

yes its you

yay you

thanks for all those warm smiles

warm hearts

warm love

warm touch

ouh yes the touch

haha

jkjk

how i wish

haha

okae jk

just a heads up to table

hmm yes that table over there

nice job this year

sadly small table next year

gonna miss all those yong tau fu

aww

just wonderful people

with wonderful

big

heart

they have gone through

alot

trust me

they did

and they went through it

beautiful

i know

just am so glad they made it

goodness how honored i am

just to meet you guys

love you much

hugs and kisses

not you

you

yes you

theres a lot

of first for me this year

my first hug

my first raya in johor

my first and apparently only meeting with Ning Baizura

so i would like

to end year 2008

with my dearest

sincere apology

and i hope you forgive me

~MAI~

~i'm smart i'm smart i'm smart~

~true nv~

hey

i just went through math tuition

it happened yesterday

for the first time in a long time

and i realised i am so slow

i mean smart

yeah

thats what i meant

haha

okay i admit im slow

dont blame me

i just havent work my noodle

thats another term for brain

rite

if its not you know what i mean

but i am indeed psyched

i have hw

im keen on doin it

rite or wrong

the thing is i did it

well not much left to say

im gonna end this soon

pretty soon

sooner than you can say

seeya (and look its over HAH you lose)

~MAI~

~how to destroy your life and your friends life in 6 months~

~true nv~

Part I

hey

i have tips to destroy your friends

and your own life in 6 months

and please don't ever follow these

don't say i didn't warn

well the reason I'm doing this is

to try and make you realise if you yourself

have been and still doing such disastrous things

so it's a lesson to learn

well i shall not say where i get my sources from

1st: lie from the beginning

about: to others but most importantly to yourself

             it makes no sense to lie to yourself thinking something is

             good when you are destroying what was good before

consequence: now people won't believe when you're saying the truth

~MAI~

~a song about love~

~true nv~

(verse 1)

if i've not been so lucky

i would not have seen

the love that blinds me

a light from deep within

(verse 2)

a passion i thought empty

yet it fills to the brim

a dream i stopped chasing

came straight at me

(bridge)

how was i suppose to understand

i never felt this way

even though i tried to read your mind

it just kept on saying

(chorus)

open your eyes

see what I'm seeing

it's no surprise

you don't believe what you're living

so just stop

thinking

(verse 3)

you stole my heart in a clean sweep

so i guess it's destiny

something so intrigue

it skips after each beat

(bridge)

how was i suppose to understand

i never felt this way

even though i tried to read your mind

it just kept on saying

(chorus)

open your eyes

see what I'm seeing

it's no surprise

you don't believe what you're living

so just just stop

thinking

(verse 4)

who would have thought i would ever feel this way

this way

with you

by me

who would have thought i would live to see the day

the day

i met

you meet

we met

tonight

(end)

lyrics: Hafizan

copyright 2008

~a little too not over you~

~true nv~

hey now

hey now

is this what

dreams are made of

if it is what a feeling

i made up my mind

dont need to think it over

if im wrong i am right

dont need to look no further

this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world

it will nvr be enough

coz it was not said to you

and tats exactly wad i need to do

if i end up with you

i dont care

i dont care

i dont care

i dont care

hmm

u can cry

cry cry

again

gain gain

my face like a mannequin

hahaha

tats fun

wahahaha

changing words

love it

~MAI~

~i wish upon a star~

~true nv~

happy holidays to all of u

be happy

ok

be happy

smile

~MAI~

~it's like i'm back y'all~

~true nv~

yeah

its like im back

duh

coz i am back

haha

back from a 1n 2d trip

to where

to kl lah

kl what

kuala lumpur lah

haha

i saw a tee at Armani Exchange

wow

nice

thought i CAP it since u oe its all expensive n all

wahaha

i stayed at JW Marriott

its spelt tat way rite

haha

well it was good

i wanted to go wind shop

but it wasnt the econminded thing to do

haha

well i too am way affected by econ meltdown okae

made worst by no allowance

i didnt miss school this much

money money money

na   na   na   na   na

haha

well tad shows i can pretty much strike a beat

haha

hav u notice

besides the bad speeling

i dont put the signs

qn marks, exclaimation marks etc

haha

i guess tis makes mine more unique

than whose

than urs lah

duh

haha

well tis was fun

hope more non emo post

to come

seeya

~MAI~

~amazing find~

~true nv~

smiling

me

yes

can say

and see

haha

scary

me

yes

maybe

giggles

where

home

or elsewhere

crazy or fair

haha

im not

i hope

crazy

i aint

lying

me

no

hopefully

please

haha

i believe

in lying

for the greater good

evil maybe

tells

what

me

you

us

~MAI~

~missing pieces~

~true nv~

missing

what is missing

i have no idea

or do i

maybe i will say

maybe i wont

haha

nope

i wont

haha

lovers

who

me

you

i donno

haha

maybe i do

maybe i dont

maybe its you

maybe i wont

early

me

yes

sleep no

awake

haha

sad

i know

but thankful

nonetheless

bells

christmas

nope

easter

so far

haha

maybe i know

maybe i dont

sad to know

lying i wont

~MAI~

~dengar ku harap datang ku impi~

~true nv~

diam segan bisu malu

kalbu bernadi rentak suci

akal menulis setiap reaksi

tangan melukis sesuka hati

keghairahan yang mengaburi

diam segan bisu malu

jiwa bergelora dihentam ombak

minda terbakar dedebu hangus

jari mengerut barisan di muka

ditelan semuanya bak manisan India

diam segan bisu malu

rohani berpasir padang banjir

fikiran meronta-ronta mentari tidak membenam

badan diisi kekosongan diri

yang diingini tidak mengunjungi

fata morgana mimpi di bumi

menyelam realiti terjaga jangan

kerana diam beerti segan

bisu alamatnya malu

kata bukan seribu suara bukanlah aku

~MAI~

~dream come true~

~true nv~

hey
it's been a month or so hasn't it
haha
i have been rather occupied

be it personal matters or not
its's been hectic for me
hehe
well on the 4th of December
my dream came true

i met
Ning Baizura
heard her sing 2 songs
fantastic
and got to have 2 solo pics with her
and 1 group pic
so fun

atop of that
i have a pic with Era Farida
and Katy Ibrahim
sorry if i spell any of their names wrongly
it was great

~MAI~