~lavatories~

~true nv~

-lavatories-

hey
peeps
what's up?
haha
i'm fine

so lavatories
are basically
toilets
washrooms
urinal?

haha
well its all the hype in my life
now
how pathetic
right?

well i don't know if i should continue working
maybe after the holiday?
or maybe now?
hmm...
haiz...

sianz...
what to do
here i am in the studio
blogging
with pipes in my brain

haiz
claudia's singing
'evil duck, evil duck'
in a spiderman theme song
haha

well that's
it for now
nothing more to say as we part our ways
smile always
take care
~izan~

~update~

~true nv~

-update-

hey
peeps
how ya'll doing???
haha
oh well

this week is pretty hard i guess
not much of shaking of leg???
got to get use to this fast
my plans not yet done
and submission is soo

so got to be fast
got to be quick
got to act smart
got to act wise
got to be perfect

i find being my alter ego
a.k.a
perfectionist
is the key for my survival in this
course

so let's just wait and see if
my plan works
and of not
like i say last year and
in the beginning of this year

repeating a year might just be
what i need
to get things in check
so when in year 2 i will not suffer
and waste in total 2 years

well good thoughts ahead
i don't know how you guys are doing
so take care
smile always
see you when i do (cliche but you get the point)

~izan~

~one week off~

~true nv~

-one week off-

hey
peeps
how's life been???
i'm fine
relieved...

finally after hardships faced for interim crit
it is all over
for one week
haha
yeah!

i feel so happy but don't quite
get how to express it here
so this post is going to be a rather short one...
so take care
and smile always

~izan~

~been so long~

~true nv~

-been so long-

hey
dudes and dudettes...
izan here
back and better than
ever before!

haha
yeah i just turned 18 today...
yay for me
haha
well...

it was fun and exciting today
had a 'surprise' birthday thing
today by my class
sweet of them
ouh and i got my first belt

like woah
but the length abit long
so need to poke more holes...
a problem that can be fixed
easily...

the cake was nice
and i think the strawberries are too
i won't know cause
Mr. Micheal ate it
cause i don't like them

haha
it was the 2nd b'dae surprise
in 2 weeks...
the previous being the previous thursday
so cool right???

so i guess that would be for now
do tag
do comment
do smile always
and take care goodnight

~izan~

~why~

~true nv~

-why-

hey
peeps
someone is the 430th visitor
how do i know?
well...

it's because i am the 431th and
432th visitor
so who ever it is
CONGRATULATION
and that means

only one person
visited my blog since yesterday
all those hype for what?
for nothing
what luck...

well tonight's update will
be why i felt elated today
i have that light feeling in my heart
haha
chey

well
it was good
a nice way to start the new semester
and in a direction i want to go
haha

so tomorrow i won't have MAT lecture
only the tutorial
which means
school starts at 1330hrs
haha

so that is it for today
oh and i'm currently sick
cold/flu
forgot what difference between both of it
haha

well others i heard are down with it
too
so take care aites
smile always
goodnight

~izan~

~lucky number 140~

~true nv~

-lucky number 140-

hey
dudes and dudettes
guess
what
guess

this is my
*drumrolling
140th post
woot! woot
haha

and with this achievement
comes improvement
innovation
and more pictures (maybe)
haha

so in case you guys never pay
attention
i usually keep my english proper
and such
but

this time coming
i will put in abit of Singlish
here and there
and maybe some bracketed words (some only)
haha

and maybe some...
yup full stops...
haha
colours will still primarily be
for the title

yes
and that will be the upcoming
changes
and the next milestone is the
430th visitor!

haha
yeah!
you win...
...
...

haha
you win this congratulation
phrase
'CONGRATULATION'
haha

so an update on what's new in my life
no i still single
haha
work is fine
school starts tomorrow

haiz
well this is a rather long post
haha
can't blame me for making such a big fuss over
it

haha
so have fun
take care
smile always
goodnight

~izan~

~happy birthday~

~true nv~

-happy birthday-

hey
peeps
this post is a shout out
to those whose b'dae
is coming or have passed

well 1st to take not of is
Justin's b'dae
we had a good time ice-skating
and our little
KFC surprise

haha
well in a few moments time
Syahmi will be celebrating his
18th b'dae
so happy birthday

if facebook allows
i'm gonna post at your page
but by the looks of it
i don't think it's possible
for tonight at least

and to those out there
who i might have not mention
nor have i wish you
i apologize
and hope

this will make up for it
a cheesy excuse but
can't stop me from trying right?
haha
i'm serious

well that will be it for now
ouh and for Halim and his Mom
hope the car is fine
haha
goodnight

sweet dreams
smile
take care
and lastly
bye

~izan~

~too long~

~true nv~

-too long-

hey
peeps
i just well not just
i just recently
chose my GEMs module

and it is entrepreneurship
a word hard for me to spell out
thus the title for this post
and yet again
no pictures

haha
well its my norm not
to
post any
pictures

well i didn't get backpacking
but i got that instead
reminds me of economics
during
my JC years

well i can say years cause i was still
in JC at the beginning of this year
haha
but this answers this one
question often asked

did i regret
and no i didn't regret
just miss the food
and maybe the company
well two different worlds

i have encountered
well i feel i am suited to
this course
happy in it
and happy not to be in JC

so that would be all for now
oh and to Zulfadli
if you're reading this
sorry can't attend the gathering
was working

so this would be the end
for this post
take care
smile
and good day

~izan~

~French~

~true nv~

-French-

hey
peeps
guess what
i don't think
i'm applying for it for me GEMs

well
i think it's way too overrated
and i guess French is not where
my interest lies
so must start considering other options

maybe
drama appreciation
but how drama can it be?
is it like watching drama
each lesson

or do we have to write
essays
criticizing the drama
acting skills
and plot?

well in what cases it might be
i hope i make the wise decision
and enjoy it
so smile and take care
bye

~izan~

~tired~

~true nv~

-tired-

hey
peeps
been tired lately
mostly due to
work

tomorrow i'm working also
so for the rest of the week
except for thursday
haiz
but it's for a good cause

pocket money
haha
and transport fee
and laptop fee
and other stuff

well no pictures this time
been hearing demi lovato quite
a lot in my head today
like she sang
'here we go again'

haha
so that is it for now
peace you guys
smile
take care and goodnight

~izan~

~raya pics '09~

~true nv~

-raya pics '09-

hey
peeps
these are the photos
watch and
try not to comment negatively

# walking towards the MRT station somewhere up north after the 3rd house...
# at the 4th house going off trying to maintain the 'pic per hm' effort that ultimately failed...
# at the 3rd hm you will see a strangely familiar person that was feeling lazy to follow...
# at bukit batok MRT station platform waiting for the missing person(Sonia) to get back from...
# at alif's house number 2 with his 2 year old nephew a.k.a not his lil' bro that people thinks...
# can't remember where we where nor where we were heading so if you guys know do tell...
# for a moment i stoned not knowing where the hell this place is well it's my lift lobby...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

so these are the chosen pictures for
your viewing pleasure
haha
and my baju is not blue it's purple
but cool right?

well maybe i post the pictures
from my JC jalan raya '09
maybe
haha
see how

well that's it for now
for someone whose been absent a long time
3 post in a row is something
commendable
haha

ouh and i realized the picture we took
at sarah's house wasn't chosen
well i wasn't you know happy with the results
haha
well life's unfair haha

so take care
enjoy
smile always
have a great holiday
and see ya

~izan~

~raya with friends~

~true nv~

-raya with friends-

hey
peeps
juz some picture
wait
what?

did i just typed
pictures?
wow
that's new
pictures in this dull emoitic blog

haha
yup it was on the
7th of October 2009
there were Sonia, Alif, Sarah, Nadiah, Justin and
yours truly ME

it was fun
and i had a good time
so here you guys have it
the pictures
or some of it enjoy

haha
it will be posted in the next post
haha
so take care
smile and enjoy

~izan~

~on off~

~true nv~

-on off-

hey
peeps
i know some of you are reading
or shall i say following this blog
thanks

but laziness has a toll
and this is it
my laziness to update
and not knowing that my visitors count have reached
412 or somewhere there

haha
well now i just want to update you guys on
coffee bean and how it is so far
well so far i'd worked in 4 outlets
in a span of a month

haha
now i might be transferred to
the outlet at Singapore Post
a lot of people go there
but before that i will be working at

Suntec City
making it my 5th outlet
haha
like what sey get thrown here and
there

but nevermind at least can meet
new people
and get to experience the rush
of egoistical people
with very little sense of patience a.k.a the customers

well what can i say
take care
smile always and
hope to meet some of you guys soon
bye

~izan~

~ending too soon~

~true nv~

-ending too soon-

hey
peeps
how you all doing?
fine i hope
i'm doing fine as well

well
i'm currently sick
flu/cold for two days now
and medicine doesn't seem to work
sigh

omg
i can't stand this seriously
sick
disrupting my Raya preparations
haiz

how to work like this also?
how?
how!?
mc?
but i am working at the very minimum of days already

sure my pay going to be hell
low
confirm one
how!?
what bad luck

well
lets see if i actually will get a mc
who knows
i might
so take very well care of yourselves

i'm ending soon
Happy Fasting
and Happy Raya Celebration
rest well
and smile always

~izan~

~nice~

~true nv~

-nice-

hey
dudes and dudettes
haha
well just now i went for my
TCBTL orientation

it wasn't that bad
it was good actually
can't wait for the SOP
haha
coolness

though i have to admit i
do prefer the SB drinks
well
who says i can't enjoy the best
of two worlds?

well that's about all i wanted to say
you guys having fun?
well later i will be working
can't wait
anyways

ouh and one more thing
i saw my grades just know
was greatly disappointed
though grateful
but we both know which one i feel more off

haiz
well
i will go all out for the next Primer
no more mister nice guy
see you in year 2!

so ending soon
have fun
enjoy life
live life
and i am here!

~izan~

~last day~

~true nv~

-last day-

hey
peeps
yesterday was my last day working
for watsons
as now i am a staff for Coffee Bean

haha
though the pay ain't the same
(confidential)
the minimum hours that i can work is far lesser
(confidential)

haha
well this is in line with my long term
work plan
i would like to call
'long term work plan' plan

haha
well
it can't be the
whatever Stalin plan name was
i can't remember

well
that's about it
i'm doing fine for now
going to Batam for a school trip
nothing much happening

well
all of you guys take care
smile
happy
sleep tight and sweet dreams

~izan~

~follow me~

~true nv~

-follow me-

hey
peeps
the first thing you guys might have
thought of is
TWITTER

well
it is part of it
haha
actually
what is Twitter

all this follow me thing
twit here and there
is it actually worth the
sms?
or is it just a craze?

i don't know cause you should know by now
that i am not a member
of TWITTER
nor do i intend to be for this
moment of time

just want to know whats all this
talk about it
well
more to personal things
i guess

fasting for me so far have been good
hunger was minimal
groans too
well Hari Raya is coming
but i don't feel the festive mood

it has how to say it
dim along with the festive
lights of Geylang
for the past few years
getting more pathetic each year

uniquely?
hmm
i don't think it is that grand for
it to be unique
but if uniquely horrible then yes

honestly
what is wrong with the people that organizes this?
other festivals have grand lights
fireworks
why not this one?

well i can just wonder
ouh well
life's
pretty much unfair
in a human-human interaction

well
take care
smile always
cheer up
and have a great month

~izan~

~life~

~true nv~

-life-

hey

peeps

been long hasn't it

well i was busy

still am though

well i thought i share with you people

my take on life

and i might be carried away

so just an early warning

you've been warned

life is a general term for time on earth

be it dead or alive

throughout our lifetime

we pursue dreams

some real while some are just fantasies

we spend so much time on the beauty

of life

we are bound to lose it's essence

something i thought of

that would nicely reflect my stand

another would be

what is life without cupfuls of tears?

just enough for us to swallow all the happiness

around

cause without tears we will be too high

to realize what we are meant to do

the true meaning of our existence

the objective we were set to achieve

well i might be crossing some lines

but i'm just saying

acknowledging our existence is the first step

to understanding our actual personality

what we feel and how we deal with it

like for an instance

a stressful project worsen by unhelpful mates

we could break apart just by trying to keep all the stress in

or explode when we try to vent it

not meaning in a violent or loud manner

even a slow release can be dangerous

well that does happen right?

or we could take a deep breath

pause for a moment and look at the situation

think of distractions

think of ways to forget about the problems

while finding a way to finish your assignment

cause not all problems can be fixed

but they can be avoided

just avoid it

like what i like to say

avoid or be avoided

some might think its hard

well isn't suppose to be?

some think they're too weak?

aren't all of us?

its reasons that bring yourself down

these are not the reasons that bring

you to a state of mind

that allows you to do such things

to distract yourself from meaningless problems

and allow you to focus on the more bigger problem

size doesn't matter

what matter is the severity of such problems

there's a saying that goes

failure is a process not a result

so why be too fussed up?

its not over when its over isn't it?

prioritize your life

make it to your advantage

cause in the end of the day

you are your own creation

not in a divine kind of way

but in a life upbringing

not all rich-born stay rich

not all smart-born stay smart

and not all triers succeed

trying and doing is different

if you do you achieve something

good or bad its a process

the result is when you are finally done

when nothing else can be done

thats the result

so long story short

never give up

stop trying and start doing

stop dreaming and start living

~izan~

~nice start~

~true nv~

-nice start-

hey

peeps

been SO long hasn't it?

it has huh

well wait no longer

well

today is the 1st day of

Ramadhan

the fasting month

wow

the first day was fun

spent breaking fast at work

not the best place though

haiz

what to do

well i'm doing fine

thus far

so how u people been

fairing

its like no one is visiting this place

oh man

well thats why i became lazy

darn it

well thats it

smile always

~izan~

~lack luster~

~true nv~

-lack luster-

hey

peeps

been very long since i posted something

new

right?

well i have been bored

but never seem to care much

about this blog

cause its as though no one reads it

maybe no one does

so like what Hani likes to say

my heart break

haha

well you get the picture

i hope

well Primer 2 is going fine

i think it is i think it is

haha

well no scolding so far

i think

well thats pretty much

the update i wanted to give

so take care

smile

bye

~izan~

~must start running~

~true nv~

-must start running-

hey

people

hafizan here

saying

OMG

i am so behind time

i mean so behind

i am getting into the sprinting zone

where i will not sleep

just like Primer 1

now i start earlier then i would

like to

haiz

all my fault

lazy bum

well

must start doing work

you guys don't be like me ok

must study

smile always

~izan~

~on demand~

~true nv~

-on demand-

hey

peeps

long time never post right?

been busy and tired lah

can't help but sleep

haha

later have school

so sian

but luckily my work is

on Friday so can rest lah

well soon it will be over

i hope both in Primer 2 and work

ouh and fasting month is around the corner

so fun

so fun

must not be sick if not wasted

like that year

haiz

well thats what i think i shall talk about

btw this is for Hani

haha

jgn extra tag ye

haha

spam kan nanti

haha

so have fun

smile always

goodnight/day depending on when you read this

take care

bye

~izan~

~adding on~

~true nv~

-adding on-

hey

peeps

remember yesterday i told you guys i came early

1.5 hrs earlier?

well it's longer

it's 2.5 hours

haha

i was like facebooking

and youtube-ing

like so bored

today

i spent about 4 hours to

configure my notebook

in school some more

haiz

so goodbye

take care

have fun

goodnight

peace

~izan~

~good boy~

~true nv~

-good boy-

hey
peeps
guess what
i am damn early to school
about 1.5hrs earlier

haha
the timetable changed and i guess
i failed to notice
thanks are friends
haha

well if i was in IJC
then it's a different story
13 times late
wakaka
but still good boy

if i know i can sleep longer
now so tired
tried to sleep on the way here
haiz
nvm must move forward

haha
great move forward
or something like that
haha
bye

~izan~

~horrible~

~true nv~

-horrible-

hey

peeps

guess what

the AYG opening ceremony

well was horrible

boring

too cliche

too little manpower

horrible angle shots

just dreadful

poor everything

bad song

lip-sync?

bad choreography

just bad get it?

the shots don't make it any better

zoom at forgetful dancers

other cameraman's butt?

OMG

horrible

thats all i can say about the opening ceremony

even the contingent walk-in was messed up!

why?

the theme was ok

but OMG so childish

so ok its youth but not that young!

embarrassment being a local

and knowing it's being telecast over Asia

maybe Youtube!

even worse!

i can just hope that the YOG is so much better

much! much! better!

get it?!

please at least make the shots nicer and

less of a pain

confusing to see two contingent walk when

one of them is the focus

it was a bloody mess

even worse our Prime Minister

was there and saw it

i hope Mr. Prime Minister is not offended

as i think we just made a fool of ourselves

YOG people!

get real

less amateur more talents and creativity

i know there's always the reason of not enough manpower

well there's a lot of people that wants to help just so we wont be a fool

out there

the three main performances was boring

simple and just too little dancers too many voids

ok i will end this as it's getting very long

have a nice day

aites

peace

out

~izan~

~220 volts~

~true nv~

-220 volts-

Little specks of light on the wall
die when the sun sets
Lifelessness is especially easy
As reflected lights fade and disappear

220 volts inside myself
Wrap around me and taking me foward
220 volts inside myself
220 volts inside her

You're teaching me patience
And you're saying absurd phrases
But I want to give back everything
If this love is meant for us just once
you don't understand your dreams
If this love is all that burns you
Little specks of light on the wall
die when the sun sets

220 volts inside myself
Wrap around me and taking me foward
220 volts inside myself
220 volts inside her

220 volts inside myself
Wrap around me and taking me foward
220 volts inside myself
220 volts inside her

by: t.A.T.u

title: 220

~izan~

~oklah~

~true nv~

-oklah-

hey

peeps

what's up?

not

me

just now at Johor

not bad but could be better

the food was how to say

erm

horrible

haiz

what to do

the crab very soft

in a bad way

and some is not even fully cooked

the lime juice was sweet

like wth?

the soup was nice

have a spicy kick

but the second serving was way horrible

but go so far might as well eat more

especially rice

haha

Singapore expensive what

haha

well tomorrow i'm working

morning shift

but i don't want to sleep early

confirm tomorrow regret this decision

but what to do EGO

haha

my face like PANDA already

haiz not in a good cute way

oh man

i'm losing my sex appeal

haha

so i think i'm ending this one

soon

so take care and have a great night/day

smile always

~izan~

~enjoying~

~true nv~

-enjoying-

hey

people

long time not right?

haha

yeah

been on a roll

worked full shift two days ago...

and tomorrow on Wednesday

going Johor

eat

haha

i want to be fatter

not that FAT but

just a bit more meatier?

haha

too thin already

can't take it

no time to go gym

haiz

CCA also cannot depend on

come on man

cycling and not be fit?

doesn't make sense

haiz

thats why i quit

haha

well can't wait for Wednesday

time to relax

chill and eat to my hearts content

cheap and nice food

ouh btw

heads up

Ariff Rizwan Sahab tagged for the 1st time!

haha

ouh and Fakhrin too

haha

all good news for me

well

have a great night

peace out

~izan~

~headache~

~true nv~

-headache-

hey

peeps

having a headache now

too little sleep is my best guess

but how accurate am i under this pain?

haha

ouch

haha

now i'm just listening to remixes of songs i like

where else than 'YOUTUBE'

haiz

now i'm bored cause may have to go sleep earlier then

planned so to wake up fresh and pain free

in the morning

for work

well just waiting for my pay day

haha

so fun

ouch

haha

well now i work at Vivo City

but maybe i ask for transfer to White Sands

so if i get it

please please please

don't stop by

haha

well if it's really that important there's

Guardian next door

haha

so backstabbing

well

guess i should head off

haiz

ouch

have a great night sweets dreams and take care

~izan~

~nothing much to say~

~true nv~

-nothing much to say-

hey

peeps

work has been ok

not bad

you get the picture right?

well

ouh wait i have to check on something

'away'

'online'

darn it's still downloading

haiz

its the 3d Max trial version

so slow

haiz

3 minutes left correct till the end of this paragraph

haha

well i can't go back to campus

cause i have little to no time during my one more day off before

school starts

haiz

why am i too kind

haha

i want off also

should i say to my Manager

haiz

well hopefully

you people are of better mood then this

haha

so happy always

take care

~izan~

~again~

~true nv~

-again-

hey

peeps

i can use SAFARI again

so happy

haha

well tomorrow i will follow my friend

somewhere

hope my friend get what he/she wants

haha

must remain anon.

well again i will go there

haiz

haha

who knows i may get what i want

yeah

~izan~

~thanks~

~true nv~

-thanks-

hey
peeps
i want to thank my parents for realising my dream
thank you so much
love you!

~izan~

~vacation~

~true nv~

-vacation-

hey

friends

and all those kepo's

haha

ok lets start

today starts the vacation i so longed for

3 weeks must work hard

get money

haiz

but pay day so sweet

haha

well i guess i'll be using

GOOGLE CHROME

for my blogging

cause i don't know why SAFARI is giving me a problem

it just states that my cookie is off when its on

then why the heck was i able to go Facebook?

APPLE come on man!

seriously

make me think twice on how good you are

well i'm not saying i am an APPLE fan

i just like the design and UI

User Interface

i think

haha

me and those millions out there that care for sleek and not

capability

no video capture?

please

is it a phone?

i'm a fan of dear old NOKIA

but you guys are letting me down with lowering quality

UI that can be better

camera that sucks

and a resistive screen

i think thats what they have or call it

well less about NOKIA and more about me

haha

well this is my blog right?

haha

well i've been using money like water

gosh

thats it i'm starving myself

haha

well i can turn vegetarian AGAIN

well i think that's what i'm going to do

so i will label this as my 21 days cleanse

cool

lets see how far i go this time

take care ok peeps

~izan~

~wow~

~true nv~

-wow-

hey

peeps

just now i followed my friend go Singapore Idol audition

wow then saw this long really long queue

i heard close to 1000 plus people turn out

i saw Gurmit Singh

Hady Mirza

Paul Twohill

Jasmine

Gale

they look better than i thought they would be

haha

well my friend had to audition on another day

cause they can't see them all

so all the best!

wish you people coud have seen it

wow

nice voices by some

happy always

take care

~izan~

~one last time~

~true nv~

-one last time-

hey

dudes

a shout out to Mas for her 18th birthday celebrations just now

nice voices

nice time

well today is Friday

my presentation day and must sleep already

i haven't sleep for about 24 hours

cause some of us stayed up at Mac to finish our stuff

haiz

well can't wait for that to be over

and 3 weeks vacation

haha

yeah!

well take care aites

~izan~

~finally~

~true nv~

-finally-

hey

peeps

finally after so long of wanting to blog i finally did

haha

cause Safari doesn't seem to allow me to enter blogger

haiz

nevermind

now i tell you everything

he look like a man!

hahaha

well

cycling camp was boring

food ok lah

joining fencing

so bye bye cycling

primer 1 part 2 is endi9ng in a weeks time

sorry to my group mates that i ahve to work

can't wait for vacation

but must work

and work

guess what

i have something on on 6th June

teman my friend go somewhere

haha

ouh wait one more thing

to Li Yang

sorry to hear your hp got lost

what to do

kena when getting/get pay

wah sian

well a shout out to my SM and ASM

thanks for all those good times

hope to stay in contact

10 june is nearing

haiz

so people

take care

live well

live life

live happy

~izan~

~ok~

~true nv~

-ok-

hey

peeps

just got back from camp yesterday

it was how to say

3/10

well

the adventure games was fun cause we ran around campus

but the night walk was super boring

and this coming from a scardy cat like me

that is really super boring

the bbq i didn't finish cause i wanted to go home

asap

but then my sis treat me a piece of t-shirt

hehe

nice2

haha

free what

all nice

then thought want to eat at Secret Recipe

but then close already

wah

so sad

haiz

but today think i want to cut my hair

see me tomorrow and see the results

btw i was thinking of going gym as a routine

anyone want to come along

sms me aites

take care

always

~izan~

~can't wait~

~true nv~

-can't wait-

hey

peeps

guess what!

tomorrow i'm going for my cycling camp!

woo hoo!

today was fun

very very fun

doing models and stuff

KFC was okay

had to swallow the Pepsi

so much for my sanction

on carbonated water

this is due that KFC's ice tea is like

so eeew

haiz

well surprisingly

the chicken meat

was tender

wow thats rare for me

as i'm a McSpicy fan

haha

fun fun

so do msg me and stuff and we could go out some time

aites

take care

~izan~

~tired~

~true nv~

-tired-

hey

people

long time isn't it?

well yesterday thought i would post but got fever

so now i think i'll post something

yesterday was fun as i had fun doing my project

weee!

then me and zul went through the dreaded dark 'tunnel'

he screamed! screw you

make me scared only

haha

well we were rather brave that day

haha

ad now i'm down with a haedache

haiz

have to do assignments

darn

well tomorrow is another day

the subjects are so boring

yawn

well thats it i guess

trying not to give up and sleep

cause i hate having headaches

haiz

so take care aites!

~izan~

~finally~

~true nv~

-finally-

hey
peeps
finally another post
after a very very very long
and sorely missed absence

well i didn't get pool as a cca
but now i'm keen on joining rock climbing
as my second cca apart from
cycling
weeee!

now i'm currently doing my
Part 2 of my two-part
Primer 1 assignment
can't wait for this to end
haha

a shout out to Herda-Ninseh!
whom celebrates her Birthday Today!
sorry for the on day advance wish
huhu
ok take cares aites!

~izan~

~cca~

~true nv~

-cca-

hey

people

just to inform you guys

i am taking cycling as my main cca and pool as my back up

so this monday the pool results will be posted

so wish me much lucks

ok

so be happy

happy

and more happy!

~izan~

~the big 200~

~true nv~

-the big 200-

hey

peeps!

guess what my click to my own blog

made my blog view to 200!

yes!

it means people like you are reading things that people

like me post up

in hope of desperate attempt to attract

attention!

haha jkjk

well its so wonderful to actually have it man!

worth it

haha

well i'm doin fine for now!

i want to win that 3oook

ish

want it so bad!

then can buy touch handphone

weeeeee

so stay happy everyone!

~izan~

~forever~

~true nv~

-forever-

hey

peeps

just want to give a shout out to Huda's big bro and his wife!

Happy Wedding!

Wish all the best for the future and your wishes to come true!

~izan~

~blabber~

~true nv~

-blabber-

hey

peeps

just a short post

ending soon already so take care

bye... ouh waitm school was ok bye...

~izan~

~bored~

~true nv~

-bored-

hey

today was another great day in school

did al those hands on stuff

wee pee

then went to IMAX for a free movie

and although the Alps are nice

i mean WOW nice!

i failed to see the relevance of it to

well architecture basically

so i was like what?

maybe its the buildings jutting out from the mountain surface

which was mind boggling on how they do it

maybe its that

ya i take it as that

haha

well today was fun

now i'm mentally tired

bad sey only the first primer

or assignments you might call it

even project whatsoever

hehe

so as of this moment my classmates

well some of them are pondering on whether we

should go out tmr

watch movie eat out just hang

haha

'hang' so not imagine i would use that bloody word

haha

why?

don't bother asking

so now i am bored

seriously bored

tired but tmr have morning shift at work

haiz

you guys take care!

~izan~

~crap~

~true nv~

-crap-

hey

people!

my student web mail is still locked out!

its been like 1 week!

bingit sey

now how to view assignments?

how to do my first primer?

darn lah

bloody msn system

so 'safe'

well now ity looks like i'm trying again

so have fun peeps

dudes dudettes

haha

ok izan out

oh wait

this is going to be my 100th post!

can i get a woot woot!

hell yeah!

haha

well big achievement ok

and my blog views are 172

accurate at time of posting

haha

thanks much!

~izan~

~good try~

~true nv~

-good try-

hey

dudes and dudettes

happy? no? yes? maybe?

well i am in an ok mood

haha

well remember my grp's collage

it looked fantastic i might say

just we didn't pulled off the presentation

as well as we all had hoped for

well that and most of the grps

well it was a good way to know what we're up for

no more fairytale crap

now to the proper design words

sell your project not beautify them

well it was an overall good team effort

so u want to take this opportunity

to congratulate my group

GRANDEUR

for your great effort

well done!

~izan~

~minnie mouse~

~true nv~

-minnie mouse-

hey

peeps!

just a shout out to AIN as she celebrated her 18th Birthday yesterday!

woot! woot!

she was kidnapped literally i think!?

haha

it was fun though i skipped on the whole swimming thing

you know don't want to show off kinda thing

haha

well it was fun to catch up

i bought for AIN a minnie mouse mug

exclusively made for watsons

haha

so omg right?

haha

well she's a fan of minnie mouse

well back to me

haha

well i'm doing good thanks for asking!

haha

~izan~

~collage~

~true nv~

-collage-

hey

people!

today my group did an art collage of pics we took of buildings!

much fun as we were able to discuss the mini little gritty details

and i was struck by the thought that this is actually it

they including the tutor was talking in words i thought only

discovery channel or national geographic uses

and i'm actually in it big time

thats harsh

so fast!

but ya i expected it somewhat

so i really need to work doubly hard for my sketches

oh my

but i got a good news today

really happy and i'm not going to share

~izan~

~first day~

~true nv~

-first day-

hey

peeps!

how's life? good i hope

btw today was my official school day

so is it for thousands of people like me, lat and halim

hehe

well today was fun

somewhat i guess we had to work our way through the erratic weather

and the mosquitoes are just being pesky

haha

well tmr we'll be doing art collage i think

much fun i hope

it'll end late i guess at 5pm

but maybe i go work after that

money still money mah

so have fun people

much studying ok?

be wise and study

or you can just sleep

but no snoring haha

~izan~ (really lazy since sch to colour haiz)

~school~

~true nv~

-school-

hey

people!

just a small liner wanting to tell oyu how nervous i am

that school will start soon and its like haiz

but i can't wait on how the transition is gonna be so be happy always

~izan~

~surprise~

~true nv~

-surprise-

hey

peeps

guess what!

today is my dearest MOM birthday!

Happy Birthday Umi!

my father decided to surprise my mom by asking my sis

to buy an ice-cream cake for my mom

my sis said she wanted to 'buy' something alone

haha

so when my mom was watching a show in her bedrooom

i prepared the cake and candles

it was like some big candles and some small candles to

show her age

then my father ask my mom to go out

with much reluctantness

haha

then Surprise!

the lights were out and all thats left was the candles

soo sweet

then we dig in loveliness

~izan~ (again malas to colour)

~nice time~

~true nv~

-nice time-

hey

people!

we juz finish our SP flag day!

and it was much better than i expected it to be!

i contributed $14.60!

ok my achievements aside

my classmates are a bunch of funny people

wonderfulness

Jeremy and Sonya (so near yet so far! - liyana) haha

have this kinda conflict that is damn funny!

haha well meet new people

got to know them better also

and found out that i can't sleep in the MRT train

haiz hard for me sey

tired but can't sleep just look at the crowd at Dover

i still think Anni talks like Korean

altough Koreans are traditionally shiny Chinese

haha another inside joke

there's another joke though

well it's abit censored for me but here it goes

Sonya was talking about something

rather than saying nose job or botox

she said blowjob while pointing to her nose

i was like 'blowjob'?

hahaha

thought we wanted to go to the party @ Concourse

but the queue was so long!

so we went home

haha

well take care peeps

~izan~ (lazy to colour this time)

~change of mind~

~true nv~

-change of mind-

hey

peeps

tonight i thought of blogging/complaining

about how bloody long i have to waited for bus 358

at the bus interchange

i went off early form work cause i wanted to sleep early

for tmr's flag day

have to report at SP at 730am!

so ok

then i had to wait for that bus for 20mins!

bloody redundant

irritated now thats why must complain!

haha

but then i got msn-ed by my friend

Syafika

she found out after cleaning her room (akhirnya!) haha

that we were ex-classmates at K1!

cool right

she found the class pic

who knew i was in Class Bear 1

oh oh and guess what too

i was cute!

well no doubt about that right?

hehe

well just waiting for her to send me the gambar

well have a good night people

and may you have a lovely tmr

sweet dreams

and take care

Fizan out...

~izan~

~nervous~

~true nv~

-nervous-

hey

dudes and dudettes

well yesterday or just now i had the school of ABE intro

it was ok although i became somewhat sleepy

but i persevered not to sleep

well my class is rather serious

including me

well you know i prefer one on one knowing rather than in one huge group

picky i know

hehe

but theres some others i know but form other classes

well at least they are in my course right?

well i hope thursdays' flag day is gonna be fun

for everyone

so we can mingle and you know get to know each other

well i know none of them knows my blog

haha

so this is our little not so little

secret

haha

well i'm still abit sick

haiz

funny but i get worser at work

haha

so you people take care aites!

~izan~

~first time~

~true nv~

-first time-

hey

peeps

today was the first time i saw my tutor and classmates

all 19 of them i think

haha

well as usual they minded their own business

so did i

so the only one yaking was our tutor

it was close to pathetic how we as a class acted like

i could laugh seriously though i was one of them hehe

so tmr will be the whole intro by the SP's Principal

and and intro to the School Of Architecture and Built Environment

it was awkward for me to finally be called a poly student

the first wave of emotion came when i alighted at Dover

and saw the other poly students alighting as well

so i was like 'ok, this is it. this is actually it'

nervous of course

but i feel aite with my classmates

made a few friends from other classes

some old, some new

so lets see what tmr has instore

and for lat, tk bleh tunggu lain hari kepe...

hahahaha jkjk

go enjoyzing with your date

hehe

~izan~

~can't wait~

~true nv~

-can't wait-

hey

just to inform you guys

that later today i will go to SP

for my SPICE training some sort of IT related thing

more updates soon so take care

~izan~

~psych~

~true nv~

-psych-

hey

people! i just saw my class time table

and guess what!

i have a free wednesdays

can i get a woot woot!

haha yes!

ouh and a shout out to Wardah

Happy Eighteen Birthday!

yeah she's a friend of mine from

my sec school days

now it seems i'm soo Frida hooked

i added another Frida song

'One Little Lie'

i find it kinda catchy

sinfully guilty-ly true for some of us?

so do listen ya

ouh and this year we have Singapore Idol and Anugerah

who wants to follow me?

haha

yeah yeah yeah

btw it seems i've reached the 100 visitors mark!

though the 100th was made by me...

it's still an achievement

yay!

so do support me ya haha

~izan~

~it's up~

~true nv~

-it's up-

hey

peeps

my Swedish song is up

yay!

go hear!

nice song for me

really nice

for another song is one of my fav

so do hear that too

the whole 2 songs!

~izan~

~its over~

~true nv~

-its over-

hey

you might be wondering what's up with the title

well it means i'm done wih my 21 days cleansing

after holding on for 4 days

cause currently i'm like really sick

flu

headache

sore throat

and my ears are giving me a problem

maybe it's caused by the regime maybe it wasn't

well whatever the case is

i'm over it

now hopefully i recover fast

cause i can't take another off

as you should know today i took off cause i'm sick

haiz

so much for healthier body

maybe it's the process?

i don't know

but i'm sick and tired of waiting (pun intended) haha

i made it dreadfully through my cousin's b'dae gathering

didn't make it through the night though

well heres a shout out to my cousin fro her b'dae!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZ

smile smile smile aites

so wish me take cares and a good recovery

a fast one i hope

you guys take care too

drink plenty of water

and rest too (not you lat you have too much rest already) haha

~izan~

~wasted~

~true nv~

-wasted-

hey

finally something unrelated to my regime

more towards my personal life

well i finally got some closure

some beliefs finally proven

so i feel somewhat liberated

but as they say comes more knowledge bears more burden

and now after i know

more questions starts to pour in

haiz

why this why that

and why lies need to be lies

well just to make it to simpler and chim words

haha

hold on *clears throat*

i believe what i see

or as the song goes

'you receive but what you give, you believe but what you see'

or something like that

i believed it was true, i knew it was true but you keep saying its not

so i will now continue to wonder

will i ever know

the true reason why you did so

cause i feel

naah no use no more

so thanks for making me stronger

wiser too

though i admit the some memories are cherished

while others i wish to forget

really do cause i can't bear another heartache

~izan~

~day three~

~true nv~

-day three-

hey

believe it or not

its already day three of my 21 days regime

and my is it hard

hardly anything vege today

i had Nutella with bread and chicken with rice for breakfast

like woah right?

then i brought more chicken and rice to work

then i ended up buying not one, not two

but 10 granola bars which was cheap of course and ate 4 during break alone

i'm like soooo not being discipline

i feel rather bad

but my friends aren't that supportive either

i got very wise words form 118!

thanks soo much lah eh...

so i follow his words and unleash the beast in me

hahaha

well tmr will be even harder

though i'm not working

i'll be attending my cousin's b'dae party

much fun

so here comes the bbq and stuff

oh my

hard to resist and so close to confirm

my family won't allow me to resist

keep up to date ya

don't miss out on my exciting journey towards

a healthier mind, body and soul

and this means literally

so do watch out!

~izan~

~day two~

~true nv~

-day two-

hey

its day two in my 21 says cleanse

and guess what it was better than yesterday!

woo hoo

here goes...

well i started poorly...

had three pieces of chicken for breakfast with bread

or was it two pieces?

well i made it up by having bee hoon again

but this time its with brinjal and tofu

and i suffered through the brinjal

cause i don't eat brinjal

haha

who does right?

well i got pretty full though

then during closing for store

i had some caramel corn

followed by yet again milk chocolate

this time Cadbury's Black Forest

compliments from my store manager

well at least i lasted till now

where i might eat for supper

chicken again

but as the time shows

its not 8th of april so i did it

yeah

so that will be tmr's problem

hehe

one can fight temptation for only so long

haha

~izan~

~21 days cleanse~

~true nv~

-day one-

hey

just so you know

i'm participating in a self imposed

21 days cleansing routine

where i become a vegetarian

though i have tried it before

it lasted only 4 days

you know my parents or shall i say family thinks i'm crazy

but now i'm determined to do it

so lets recap on day one

i started with oatmeal with honey for breakfast

not bad right

but i used dairy creamer

strike one for me

booo hooo

then for lunch at work i bought bee hoon

with tofu

well sounds ok too

then my manager gave me some otak2 and fish filet

wanted to give away but my partners don't want

so what to do

i eat feel so bad though

really

then i bought old chang kee

yam pie and gyozu on stick

so sounds vege enough

then i bought milk chocolate

wah so bad of me

sorry cows

though it was one of those guilty pleasures

well after that i went home for supper

and guess what

my mom cooked ayam masak lemak cili padi

don't know the name in english though

sorry

at first i resisted temptation

but i fell to my favourite chicken dish

what to do

so i ate 3 pieces of chicken

haiz

so tmr or shall i say today

i will strive if i can

to be more resilient

and discipline in my

20 days left of cleansing

so i will need your support

aites

so please please don't leave me

so Pink

get it?

~izan~

~visit~

~true nv~

-visit-

hey

peeps

hehe

guess what...

i visited IJC today!

well it was planned to be a surprise until

somebody (name need not be included)

lat

was late and we had to take a taxi compliments of herself

then i blanja her lunch and ice kacang

well that aside

being back in IJC reaffirms me that i did not regret going out

the food i regret though

noooooo!!!!

well what to do kan...

well we were greeted by cheers and jeers...

ouh wait, its only cheers

it goes like this...

lat! lat! lat! hi hafizan, lat!

haha no lah not jealous honest :)

well we caught up a bit with our ex-mates

fun as it was it all had to end

we ended with a trip to horizon

causeway point

for the ice kacang i said earlier

sedap beb

haha it was super nice coz i like sweet stuff

a few more laughs here and there and everywhere

then we went down and said goodbyes

ouh and wait me and lat didn't get back our class pics :(

well i hope we get it soon aites

*looks at syak*

on behalf of lat of course

i don't mind not getting mine back though

i take what i get (my new stand)

well after the visit

while i sat down for the very long yet comfortable

ride home.. yes sbs is comfortable

i got sad a bit for some reasons

but after all that i felt liberated

so its a good and welcomed sign for me

and now i can close this chapter of

my life and start a new chapter with

my future

wah soo chim

so goodbye IJC

take care IJC

so long IJC

remember me IJC (like thats ever going to happen)

all the best IJC!

~izan~

~tagged~

~true nv~

-stop tagging me for bloody quizzes! please :)-

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Are you single - yes since when was i ever attached?
2. Are you happy - curently
3. Are you bored - the reason i'm doing this?
4. Are you fair - like to think i am... say it!
5. Are you Italian - naah prefers korean look with bigger eyes, no offence
6. Are you intelligent - what do you think? *stares*
7. Are you honest - i hope i am
8. Are you nice - pretty please with a...
9. Are you Irish - nope... a blend of Asia
10. Are you Asian - as i said, quote 'a blend of Asia'

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Muhammad Hafizan Bin Asri
2. Nice names - Izan, Hafiz, Zan... break it up and see if i respond :)
3. Birth Place - KKH, Singapore
4. Hair Colour - thinks its maroon though its really dark brown :)
5. Natural hair style - optional: somewhat bald to spiky to long
6. Eye colour - blue! haha... wait i can't seem to take off my brown contacts! help!
7. Birthday - hmm... minus one add four to a friends b'dae
8. Mood - anxious
9. Favourite colour - white and blue
10. One favourite place you like to visit - surprisingly now, Pulau Ubin... go figure

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Have you been in love - hard to say but yes
2. Do you believe in love at the first sight - nope
3. Do you currently have a crush - nope
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes sob sob it still does does it?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes how i regret it but feels it was meant to happen
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - i'd say yes again destined or something
7. Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - try this on for size YES!
8. Are you afraid of commitment - i dont know, never been in a relationship but no i guess
9. Who was the last person you hug in school - erm... i remember but you know 'i shy lah'
10. Who was the last person you said i love you to - don't think i have ever said that have i?

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - love of course
2. Hard liquor or beer - gingerale? hehe correct spelling right?
3. Cats or dogs - cats! garfield look-a-like
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few or even one best friend
5. Creamy or Crunchy - currently creamy with a crunchy centre
6. Pencil or Pen - pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night in of course with no sexual tension what-so-ever
8. Money or Happiness - happiness
9. Day or night - day with a tint of night? :)
10. IM or phone - IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - never tried and don't want to
2. Seen a polar bear - does tv count?
3. Done something you regret - yes
4. Bungee jumped - gila is it? nak mampus? scared of heights lah...
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yes no waste :)
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - of course sweet tooth mah...
7. Been caught naked - maybe? haha
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - ssb (single since birth and proud of it)
9. Cried because you lost your pet - never had one
10. Wanted to disappear - yes in the past but now live life to the fullest

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - smile then eyes :)
2. Light or dark hair - light give chance to my children hehe
3. Hugs or kisses - hugs definitely
4. Shorter or taller - taller please
5. Intelligence or attraction - attraction
6. Topman or Zara - Zara
7. Funny or serious - funny with a portion of serious... cant have her laughing when im wooing right? lol
8. Older or younger - have is seen this question before? oh nope... hehe no preference
9. Outgoing or quiet - both
10. Sweet or bad - sweet

TEN HAVE YOU'S

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yeah! choir and solo performence la-la-la
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - nope and not planning to
4. Ever been to a rock concert - nope
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - hah no!
6. Ever been on a dance team - can't even maintain a beat
7. Ever been on a sports team - nope arts person
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes! woo hoo!
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - erm do i look 18? dont answer... haha
10. Ever been on a rap video - erm... nope

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - i think to my mom
2. Last person you hugged - same as the person in school
3. Last person(s) you hung out with - my family
4. Last time you worked - yesterday
5. Last person you talked to - my oldest sister... a family guy what can i say
6. Last person you IM'd - Siti Sarah, no not the singer unfortunately... haha jkjk
7. Last person you texted - Lat
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Lat, she paid for it i think... sssh...
9. Last person(s)/thing(s) you missed - missed as in what? misplace or miss(emo)? erm secret...
10. Last website visited - facebook... i know no social life so please leave me alone! haha

p.s. Lat please tahan yourself from tagging me... hehe malas abit lah...

hugs and kisses from me
erm not you!
eewwww!
jijik!
haha so syak!

~izan~

~mr no jinx~

~true nv~

-mr no jinx-

hey

yesterday 3rd of April

marked a day where i broke

yes me Izan

broke the shortage curse

the curse where my fellow beloved

colleague have experienced losses

for the past week

i feel you man

cause i too have experience loss figures preferred to be disclosed

haha

well that day i scored an excess of a disclosed amount of money

yay!

well so far so good

and no i'm not getting to big for my head

well yesterday a friend

of mine ask whether i want to go out jalan2

well i first have to ask for off lah kan

since you know

hehe

so ended up me having to pick a day

okay maybe not pick but follow my friend

to try2 luck my job

not taking over me but as a compliment

haha so economics

ms shen!

miss you so!

a gu gu

haha

can't believe i just typed that

hehe

well a shout out to my jc friends not forgetting my beloved friends also!

the old and the restless

haha

jkjk

~izan~