~a day~

~true nv~

-a day-

hey

peeps

hows

life

today?

been so long since

i posted something

and i feel sorry if anyone

of you actually

hoped for an update

so i thought maybe tonight i should

update my blog

ok here

it

goes

yesterday

i celebrated

my friends' Birthday

who you might ask?

well let's keep it a confidential

don't want to get sued

haha

jkjk

serious

me no want to get sued

haha

ok

moving on

as i was saying

just now

i celebrated my friend's birthday

it was carefully planned

but wasn't perfectly executed

haha

it was funny

the food was good

the company was great

had a lot of things to share

a lot of things to understand

and it was just a great experience

my 'truth' was really time consuming

sorry if it became bored for that moment

haha

it was fun though

the dare was too

i can't believe i actually followed on

with the dare

omg

but it was enjoyable

to them at least haha

just some final words to end

this sudden update

for this lonely blog

i left behind for such

a long time

to my friend

i hope you enjoyed yourself

remember

if you want to meet up just give us

a ring or a msg

if time allows and conditions are right

our paths will cross

though moments have its sweetness and

bitterness

it seems to turn out good at the end

so lets face the storms ahead

to witness the rainbow it leaves behind

cause damage is just something

that covers something good

so make the right decisions

make it a wise and logical one

cause you have people to lean to

and if conditions permit

we will be there for you

so be strong and take care

from me

to you

to my friends

to us

take care and smile always

~izan~

~thanks~

~true nv~

-thanks-

hey
peeps
i want to thank my parents for realising my dream
thank you so much
love you!

~izan~

~sorry~

~true nv~

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you 
I'll tell you that 
But if I didn't say it 
Well, I'd still have felt it 
Where's the sense in that? 

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder 
Or return to where we were 

Well I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be 

I know I left too much mess 
And destruction to come back again 
And I caused but nothing but trouble 
I understand if you can't talk to me again 
And if you live by the rules of "It's over" 
Then I'm sure that that makes sense 

Well I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 

I'm in love and always will be 

And when we meet 
As I'm sure we will 
All that was then 
Will be there still 
I'll let it pass 
And hold my tongue 
And you will think 
That I've moved on 

Well I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be 

~MAI~

~cold shoulder~

~true nv~

You say it’s all in my head
And the things I think just don’t make sense
So where you been then? Don’t go all coy
Don’t turn it round on me like it’s my fault
See I can see that look in your eyes
The one that shoots me each and every time

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

These days when I see you
You make it look like I’m see through
Do tell me why you waste our time
When your heart ain’t admitting you’re not satisfied
You know I know just how you feel
I’m starting to find myself feeling that way too

When you grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

Time and time again, I play the role of fool .. just for you
Even in the daylight when you’re dreaming .. I see you
Try to look for things I hear but our eyes never find
‘though I do know how you play

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

~MAI~