27 December 2008

~a little too not over you~

~true nv~

hey now
hey now
is this what
dreams are made of
if it is what a feeling

i made up my mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world
it will nvr be enough
coz it was not said to you
and tats exactly wad i need to do
if i end up with you

i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
hmm

u can cry
cry cry
again
gain gain
my face like a mannequin

hahaha
tats fun
wahahaha
changing words
love it

~MAI~

25 December 2008

~i wish upon a star~

~true nv~

happy holidays to all of u
be happy
ok
be happy
smile

~MAI~

~it's like i'm back y'all~

~true nv~

yeah
its like im back
duh
coz i am back
haha

back from a 1n 2d trip
to where
to kl lah
kl what
kuala lumpur lah

haha
i saw a tee at Armani Exchange
wow
nice
thought i CAP it since u oe its all expensive n all

wahaha
i stayed at JW Marriott
its spelt tat way rite
haha
well it was good

i wanted to go wind shop
but it wasnt the econminded thing to do
haha
well i too am way affected by econ meltdown okae
made worst by no allowance

i didnt miss school this much
money money money
na   na   na   na   na
haha
well tad shows i can pretty much strike a beat

haha
hav u notice
besides the bad speeling
i dont put the signs
qn marks, exclaimation marks etc

haha
i guess tis makes mine more unique
than whose
than urs lah
duh

haha
well tis was fun
hope more non emo post
to come
seeya

~MAI~

12 December 2008

~amazing find~

~true nv~

smiling
me
yes
can say
and see

haha
scary
me
yes
maybe

giggles
where
home
or elsewhere
crazy or fair

haha
im not
i hope
crazy
i aint

lying
me
no
hopefully
please

haha
i believe
in lying
for the greater good
evil maybe

tells
what
me
you
us

~MAI~

~missing pieces~

~true nv~

missing
what is missing
i have no idea
or do i
maybe i will say

maybe i wont
haha
nope
i wont
haha

lovers
who
me
you
i donno

haha
maybe i do
maybe i dont
maybe its you
maybe i wont

early
me
yes
sleep no
awake

haha
sad
i know
but thankful
nonetheless

bells
christmas
nope
easter
so far

haha
maybe i know
maybe i dont
sad to know
lying i wont

~MAI~

~dengar ku harap datang ku impi~

~true nv~

diam segan bisu malu
kalbu bernadi rentak suci
akal menulis setiap reaksi
tangan melukis sesuka hati
keghairahan yang mengaburi

diam segan bisu malu
jiwa bergelora dihentam ombak
minda terbakar dedebu hangus
jari mengerut barisan di muka
ditelan semuanya bak manisan India

diam segan bisu malu
rohani berpasir padang banjir
fikiran meronta-ronta mentari tidak membenam
badan diisi kekosongan diri
yang diingini tidak mengunjungi

fata morgana mimpi di bumi
menyelam realiti terjaga jangan
kerana diam beerti segan
bisu alamatnya malu
kata bukan seribu suara bukanlah aku

~MAI~

05 December 2008

~dream come true~

~true nv~

hey
it's been a month or so hasn't it
haha
i have been rather occupied

be it personal matters or not
its's been hectic for me
hehe
well on the 4th of December
my dream came true

i met
Ning Baizura
heard her sing 2 songs
fantastic
and got to have 2 solo pics with her
and 1 group pic
so fun

atop of that
i have a pic with Era Farida
and Katy Ibrahim
sorry if i spell any of their names wrongly
it was great

~MAI~