~a good day~

~true nv~

-a good day-

hey

peeps

been so long hasn't it

yup it has been

even though i have put UPDATED in my PM for quite sometime now

so the vlog is not yet a reality due to some

internal issues

we at Revolution Inc. apologizes

for any inconveniences

caused due to the delay

haha

see how bored i am

i admit today in school was a productive day

however now at night

the opposite spectrum

haiz

why did i get hooked to Stewie

why

why

darn it

anyways tomorrow i might

hopefully it comes true

go to national library and guess what

study

and do work

how delightful

victory shall be mine

anyways am thinking of another topic

but since i decided before that different topics belong at different post

then i shall obliged to the new sets of rules

so take care

since a number of my friends are currently feeling unwell

smile always

be happy

and see ya around

~izan~

~vlog~

~true nv~

-vlog-

hey peeps

how you guys doing?

good i hope

anyways i have an idea

perhaps i shall share with you guys

i am planning to make a vlog

perhaps a weekly update

even perhaps when i just feel like doing one

won't it be great and ultimately awesome?

yeah it will!

haha

so what do you guys think about it?

should i?

i would try though but do leave me a tag or comment

so i won't make a more fool of myself

wait Hafizan

be more confident about yourself

haha

alright then

that's is all i wanted to share

so keep smiling

keep feeling happy

stay sin free

keep dreaming

and take care

~izan~

physical training starts today

~true nv~

-physical training-

hey

peeps

it's been so long

so very long

so long i don't even remember the last posting

so today i played badminton with liana

n did some other exercises

it was awesome

and i plan to make it a regular thing

every saturday

ouh and i think just for the fun of it

i shall do a different posting for different topics

rather than making it into one

sort of to make it look more

btw today's post is special

you know why?

cause it's my 150th post!

yeah

a cause of celebration

to those who follow my blog and to myself

i plan to make more and regular updates

try to tag me just to let me know you guys

do read

cause it's a place to share my thoughts

and for you to know

haha

like it is so important and life changing

but still worth to know

anyways tag or comment to let me know what you want to know

or want me to do

if i like it and agree

then i shall post the result and perhaps some

pictures and videos of me

doing so

won't that be awesome?!

of course it will

anyways this post is getting long so i shall keep it short

smile always

keep the hope alive

and take care

~izan~

~rain~

~true nv~

-rain-

hey

people

hows life been??

good?

bad?

anyways just an update of what i did yesterday

went with my mom and lil' bro

to a family picnic at changi beach

we thought hey why not go after the rain

and we did

then after we reach and i had a dip in the

sea (phobia still)

it began to drizzle

wind began to blow stronger

and the rain decided to become heavier

so as my mom seek shelter in the tent

i ended up sitting on the ground under the canvas

with majority of my relatives

it lasted too long

as i sat there dozing off here and there

haha but it was fun overall

don't know what's going to happen today

i think we will be going out too

perhaps not

but we'll see

anyways yup just wanted to update

so have fun

take care

smile always

bye

~izan~

~too much~

~true nv~

-too much-

hey

peeps

howz you all doing?

fine i hope

haha

so all this free time at home made

me realise something

ouh and a few videos later

that i tend to say things that kinda

make people feel hurt/offended/insulted...

so the list goes on and on...

and one might wonder

now you realise?

haha

well things happen for a reason

i just don't know what it is yet

anyways change might just come my way

with this holiday period

self control is in my priority list

and so is pretty much a lot of stuffs

though this might not be the best

way to do it

but i would like to take this opportunity

to apologise for my wrong doings

and if you feel betrayed by me

truly am sorry

so do tell me nicely that i'm stepping over the line

cause i tend to take it better if you don't do it in a

'you think you're better then me but you're not so stfu'

kind of way

ouh and to those i offended

due to the fact in don't wear my specs often

i'm sorry for appearing

cocky/arrogant/bustard/superior

as i tend to radiate that impression

if i feel uncomfortable

shy or a combination of both

though i'm not trying to use ti as an excuse

but as a reasoning to why i might appear as such

to people

the problem is noted though

but it will help if you guys don't have an impression that i am

gay/weak/soft/sissy/and labels associated with those words mentioned

cause i don't need

those

enough is enough i don't need more than what i had in

primary

secondary

jc and even at work

certainly not in poly

so we all have flaws

it's not about me dealing with your flaws

but its us working on to reduce the flaws

to make ourselves a more rounded person

i feel

so i will try to improve myself

rather then telling people to deal with it

cause ego won't get me far

ok sorry for sounding 'all knowing'

but it's true right?

so take care

enjoy life

live life

smile always

bye

~izan~

~lihatlah sendiri~

~true nv~

-Lihatlah Sendiri-

Kembara seorang diri

Berjalan di atas pasir

Di atas air

Tidak bukan air

Bukan air yang menyejukkan

 

Kembara seorang diri

Tiada seorang insane menjadi saksi

Tiada kebenaran

Tiada keaslian

Tiada seorang pun yang mengerti

 

Dimana saksi yang mencintai

Dimana letaknya bumi realiti

Disitu kita dicintai

Disitu kita direstui

 

Bukan sekadar memori silam

Sebutir permata yang tiada sinarnya

Lihatlah jauh dari pandangan mata kasar kami

Koreklah setiap pasir dan debu yang menelan jati diri

 

Berhenti menangis hal duniawi

Tapi janganlah berhenti mengingatinya

Ingatlah ada saksi yang mencintai

Ada cinta didalam sanubari

Kerna bunga tidak akan mengembang jika tiada hujan dan matahari

 

Setiap saat di dalam realiti

Setiap denyutan di alam ini

Setiap hembusan di akhir nanti

Ada saksi dan ada cinta

 

Tiada yang sukar kerna ada yang menanti

Cuma inginkah kita menerima cintanya dengan mencintainya?

~izan~

~a day~

~true nv~

-a day-

hey

peeps

hows

life

today?

been so long since

i posted something

and i feel sorry if anyone

of you actually

hoped for an update

so i thought maybe tonight i should

update my blog

ok here

it

goes

yesterday

i celebrated

my friends' Birthday

who you might ask?

well let's keep it a confidential

don't want to get sued

haha

jkjk

serious

me no want to get sued

haha

ok

moving on

as i was saying

just now

i celebrated my friend's birthday

it was carefully planned

but wasn't perfectly executed

haha

it was funny

the food was good

the company was great

had a lot of things to share

a lot of things to understand

and it was just a great experience

my 'truth' was really time consuming

sorry if it became bored for that moment

haha

it was fun though

the dare was too

i can't believe i actually followed on

with the dare

omg

but it was enjoyable

to them at least haha

just some final words to end

this sudden update

for this lonely blog

i left behind for such

a long time

to my friend

i hope you enjoyed yourself

remember

if you want to meet up just give us

a ring or a msg

if time allows and conditions are right

our paths will cross

though moments have its sweetness and

bitterness

it seems to turn out good at the end

so lets face the storms ahead

to witness the rainbow it leaves behind

cause damage is just something

that covers something good

so make the right decisions

make it a wise and logical one

cause you have people to lean to

and if conditions permit

we will be there for you

so be strong and take care

from me

to you

to my friends

to us

take care and smile always

~izan~